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2010-12-30T15:49:00.000+07:00

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Day Breakers

2010-10-31T17:30:00.008+07:00

Hello there
just checking in
feels so alone now. mom and dad isn't home now
They're on their holiday..
too bad i can't join them because of my exam.
Sucks

By the way, yesterday i went to the movies with my bff.
That was the first time we watched a movie together since we're on our 3rd year
We watched "Day Breakers"
Great movie. worth to watch.
even tho the ending is not as good as i imagine
but still..worth to watch

So the story is about a city which is full of vampires
and they're out of human blood because the human there are already dead
So this man, also a vampire named Edward, who refuses to drink human blood
He live with animal blood, he pity the human.
Edward is also a blood doctor. The company he works is a company which "farm" human blood for the national consumtion.
And now he is working on a project to find the subtitute of human blood
One day, he accidentally had a car accident with a girl, which is human.
I forgot who her name, but one night she look for edward and said that there's a cure, no need for blood substitute.
And after that, edward meet a vampire who can walks under the sun. He tell edward how he became like that. Then edward do the process on himself, which is a success.
Now all he needs to do is change the other vampire.
And that's the exciting part. won't tell it here :)

I know my last post is about how dissapointed i am because one of my bff chose her boyfriend over me
But now i'm over it. Even now i'm trying to stop hating her boyfriend so much
Cause like it or not, he is her boyfriend. and as a good friend, i have to like him.
But i am also being careful .
If he broke her heart, i won't stay put.

I learned that i have to stop hating people that much. Cause i also don't like people to hate me.
But if there's someone who try to look for troubles with me, i won't stay put
Want a fight? So be it.

GAAAHHH
Done about hating people.
So today is halloween
While everyone is out for halloween party, i only spend it with watching movies all day
guess i am not a party type.
But i would love to go to a club with my bff..it will be so fun if i go with them.
Everything i do with them, worth to be remember.

I love them

I can't imagine not going to the same university with them
Hope we will go to the same university, same class,
so that we can go there together, go home together
And of course by that time, i will be the one who's driving. It's my turn already
Now it's still Kathy's turn cause i still don't have my license.

Signing out

changing by the time

2010-10-24T19:31:00.002+07:00

Let me tell you something
I was dissapointed. very dissapointed
about a few weeks ago i found out that my bestfriend promise his boyfriend that she will not be that close to me anymore
she broke my heart instantly. my hands shaking so badly until i have to hold onto it.
i am very dissapointed
but because i was at her house that time, i can't run away like those scene in the movies
but really..i do want it to be like in the movies
because i want her to know that i know what she promise

i feel like she close to me just to take benefit for me
like teach her when exam (copy my exam answ) and else

that time, i don't know how to act anymore
i just keep distance, less talk, and less smile of course
i can't smile anymore that day

but like a week after that, i told her that i know...
i told her that i know she and her boyfriend are talking about me in their messages
and clearly i know that her boyfriend doesn't like me
ACTUALLY i don't like her boyfriend too. so it's perfect and i don't mind
that day..she told me honestly that her boyfriend doesn't like me
and i feel glad..to be honest
because finally she say something honest to me..but not that honest
because she didn't tell me what she promise him.
i am still waiting to the time when she will tell me the truth..but i still don't know what will i do if it happens.

But luckily, after we're being honest with each other, we never brought that topic up.
It's just like the usual us. But the difference is..i used to spend time almost everyday with her, but now i am not
we just go out like 2 or 3 times this week.. it was just because we got tuition together .
and the others, just go eat and then i go home. not more
i never bbm her..she bbm me, and i reply. she don't bbm me, i don't bbm too..
i just think that she bbm me for formality..

I don't know what happen to us..i really miss the old time!

Official

2010-07-21T21:02:00.003+07:00

Hi there.
I guess I can't keep my promise to update my blog everyday, right?
Guess i'm just too busy and tired until i forgot.
So today what i'm going to share is about my life as a 3rd year student
Want the truth?? I'm feeling OLD.
I can't imagine myself not being in high school anymore
Still want to go to wake up very early in the morning and go to school
I think i'm not ready to be in a university

I used to think being a 3rd year student is fun
Why?
Because you can do almost whatever you want at school. But now i know i'm wrong
Being a 3rd year student is so complicated
You have to think about the national exam, school exam, and of course..what university you want to apply
And this is some ++ :
1. class ceremony
2. Your holiday with your closest friend
To be honest, i am not that excited about the class ceremony thingy..i think its useless.
Because you have to save money every week for some class program..
i think what is important is the memory..not what program we held.
Maybe yes, we will be remembered for the program we held. But don't you think that something that can stick to your mind forever is more important?
The program can be forgotten. but our memory can't
So i prefer all of us sit down together..joking around and chat..its more memorable.

And next, about holiday with my closest friends..
I've been planning about it too ;)
But i can't tell where we will go now. Because i already promised them.
And it's better if it's a surprise.

long time no see you, bloggie!

2010-05-30T20:25:00.003+07:00

HELLOO my super lovely blog!
Its been a long time since my last post eh? I'm sorryyy.. LOL
been kinda busy..

Actually i have nothing to write about today.
Just get bored with everything..with my school life i guess.
I just hate my classmates a lot. They're all just like biatch.

I just love Kathy and Mimi as my classmates, and also i am feeling lucky to have them as my BFF.
And i don't wanna forget Mendy, Kath's sister.. she's already like my own sister for me..
They're the example of true friend, they know my attitude, hence they still can accept it.
I must admit that i was a bit surprised hearing their confession, that they used to think that i am very very arrogant, weirdo (until now they still call me weird sometimes)
But thank GOD that they finally know me..
That i am not arrogant like they think..i am just Quiet.. not like anyone else..

If you know me, I AM CRAZY. but, if you don't know me, you will say that i am arrogant too..

And back to my classmates topic,
i know that i am wrong to hate them like that
but they just don't have any manner at all!
I never have any trouble with them and they still talk about me behind me..
What a biatch!
now can i be friendly to them? what do YOU think?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am so freakin' bored right noww.. but i am lucky that i have this blog
finally realised that this blog is very useful. Especially in times like this
When i am alone, no one to talk to, no one that can bbm with me..
I LOVE THIS BLOG!
Will try to update this blog every day. **cross my fingers**

Fuck you, thief!

2010-04-28T22:19:00.000+07:00

ARGH!!
i am so fuckin' angryy!!
My internet connection is superr slowyy
And i realised that it turns into slowy since..that bastard use my internet too!
Fu*k himm!!!
I really really hate himm!!!

The Parteyy

2010-04-26T19:53:00.002+07:00

Hello there.. I'm back.
Tonight i will be writing about K's birthday party
I'm too tired yesterday so i can't write about it.. Lols

So..
The party is so much fun. It was a lil bit loyo at first. but at the end it's a blast!
I didn't regret i borrow my cousin's camera..to capture the every moment of K's special time.
And we were late actually. I already finished at 5 but still have to fetch M..
so we arrived at G.Aston at 6 something..
And the Birthday Girl was also late..how come she arrived there at 6 sth?
We arrived first than she, in fact..
But..HELLO..Saloon is needs a lot of time isn't it?
When I arrive there, some of the guests already waiting for us..
Really feel embarrased.. We're the birthday girl best friends..but we arrived after them.
HMM.. Always jam karet. Its in our blood already i think..

Me and M become penerima tamu.. But actually i was the wishing tree's keeper..
So the guest come and write their name at the guest book then i give them a wishing card..
After they write their wishes for K, i hang the wishes at the tree..
And after that they have to sign at the Black Board.. But many of them didn't sign. **Sigh**
We're just SOOO busy until we don't have the time to eat..
Not just us.. K and her sisters, n brother too..

I am so happy that i can help her at her party..i love to be a part of it..
K is feeling sorry cause we helped her until we don't have time to eat..
She said sorry and thank you that we helped her..
She didn't need to say it i think..
the three of us are BFFs aren't we? BFFs help each other..be there and taking care of each other..

I can't wait to see the photos from the photographer!
They must be very amazing! I am still an amateur in photography..so i really want to learn more..
But first i must save my money to buy the camera first. Canon EOS D550 i love youu!
Really really want itt!
Else, i think the photographer took a lot pictures of the three of us.. He was paid to take candid pictures, so i just use my feeling. And my feeling said that he took a lot of pictures of us..

And at 9 something, we move to the very hot seat! The seat right in front of the stage! and just 3 seats..like it was set for us. Hahahahha..
K always sit with us..not the guest.. LOLs
she just greet them, talk a little, and take pictures.. The rest of her time, she spent with us.

And i forget to tell you guys about the surprise
The surprise is, we tell K that her boyfriend don't want to come to her birthday..
In fact, we hide her boyfriend and wait until the time..
The time her boyfriend show up at the stage and give her a bracelet.
she was very very happy that time..
K, i think you ARE falling in love, girl..

I think this is all for now. I will post the pictures on fb. So just check it out..
I will continue my story next time. C yaa..

BFF..
K.M.J

K's Birthday! :)

2010-04-24T06:35:00.001+07:00

Happy birthday K!!
You're 17 now..and i'm still 16. Huaaaaa!!
But by the way, wish you all the best from the best..wish you have bigger eyes and sharper nose. Not sipit anymore! LOL
Hope your partey tonight is a blast! Lets parteyyyy girll !
don't worry about the photographer cause you got me as your backup. HAHAHHA. Jokee

We're currently cray about Pitbull's song. Love his album, Rebelution
All of his songs are very amazing. Can make your body move loh! and also it's fun to sing his song along with K and M. Lol
That's it. I'm ending my post now.
C ya tomorrow. Where i'll write about K's party!

Quitting. Letting go

2010-03-15T22:26:00.003+07:00

I'm quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard
I was always there when you needed someone to talk to.
Yeah, so basically i'm tired of being like this.
If you want me, i'm here
But i'm done wasting all my time on someone who doesn't care

Photography.new hobby.

2010-03-15T21:46:00.004+07:00

As the title, photography.new hobby.
I will tell you guys about it.
Recently i just really into photography. Altough i dont have any DSLR camera, i still can do a photoshoot with my friends (of course with borrowing my cousin's camera)
And i really thank him that he was okay with me borrowing his camera for 1 or 2 days..
Luv you bro!

So, last saturday..me and my friends went to Royal S. to take some photos there.
I heard that the scenery there is beautiful so we went there.
But all i heard is not the same like what happens there
First of, Royal is a very high class place right? How come the golfer is like Village people?
Screaming all around told us to leave, even though we were walking..preparing to get back to the car.
If only we were not just only 4 high school girls, i absolutely will kick that golfer right on his ..
you know what right?

The second one is, the security there is mata duitan .
They told us to pay 50 thousand because we take photos there. They said that it was for administration . HELLO? SINCE WHEN WE HAVE TO PAY FOR A PHOTOS, THAT TAKEN WITH OUR OWN CAMERA?
And because i know i can't win over them, i pay them, 50 thousand right on their face! What a fuckin' jerk!
The woman security is also the same with the men!! They really make the name of woman become ugly!
And what really pissed me off is that he always look at K's thigh!! Isn't he a jerk?
Fuck him!!
Because of this two things, we out of there ASAP!
Fuck royal!

After there, we went to The Palace (some people know it as "Mustang")
because K have a house there, we don't have much trouble there..
The club house is fantastic! There is Bradja Salon there, swimming pool, gym, spa, cafe, i think there's a lot more, but i dont know.. :)
Love it there! But there's a lot of acek2. Gahh! dont mind lah!
They're chinese anyway. The golfer at Royal isn't

After that, we hit Cambridge for dinner, Black Canyon Coffee here we come!
The food is not nice, but the coffee is very nice.
But still, Matador is still on top of all. Love Matador!
Cemara Asri was our next destination. We just see the crowd there, without joining them.
We had so much fun on our way to Cemara. Turning on the stereo volume until 47 or something..playing Shut it Down - Pitbull and Tik Tok - Kesha!
Lovee it!

After cemara, it was already 9pm so we drive M to her house, and K drive me to my store..
Thats the end of storyy..
I wont publish any of the photos i took here. Please visit my Facebook tomorrow.
C ya!

days

2010-03-04T16:37:00.002+07:00

Hi there bloggie!
Long time no see. Really miss ya a lot!

Hmm.. lets talk.
I wanna talk about my class.
Personally, i dont like my classmates. Just a few of them that i like.
For example : K and M (just their initials)
I think the others are too arrogant. They talk about others a lot!
including talk about me!
I really hate them, feels like wanna punch them right on their face!
Not just the girls, i think the boys are also weirdo.
How come a boy can use a mirror for more than 10mins just to do their hair?
Not only their hair, but they also use others, like face cream. HELLO?!

K say that if they dont talk about others, it is not them. So, in my opinion they always talk about others.
And what real funny is the girls hate everyone who is prettier than them. WTF?
They think they are the preetiest in sutomo 1? MY GOD! They're out of their mind.
I dont even think they are pretty AT ALL!
They're like TRASH in the society, they make our oxygen useless!
GTH y'all!

not yet,,,

2010-02-22T22:41:00.002+07:00

it seem too absurd
one day you were always be there for me. supporting, be a good listener, care about me
And i do the same for you
Listening to your story about today. what you do, what you eat, all the funny, annoying moments at your office

But today we're like 2 strangers.
We're close for almost 2 years now. But these few months you already like strangers for me..
you act weird. you didn't even reply my sms or msn.

I still always be there for you. But you act like you don't even know me.
Even for this CNY, you're here, at Medan for more than a week. But you don't even have the time to meet me even once.
I don't know you really don't have the time or you don't want to see me.
But for sure, all that make me realise that, It's the end of us.

Now you're turning just like her. I feel like you been using me this whole time.
you always said that you're not her..but now, you're HER.
It is true what people say, " The one who hurt you the most is the one who swore they never would."
That's you.
But i just can't say goodbye just yet. Even though you really make me suffer a real heartache.
I just can't. Not yet..

happy birthday blog!

2010-02-15T10:08:00.003+07:00

Happy birthday blog!
I know i am late, but at least i remember when i made this blog right? LOL
I made this blog on valentine day last year..
I really don't know what to write besides happy birthday..
so.. I'm SIGNING OUT

2010-02-04T19:19:00.002+07:00

it's been a new record for me..
haven't talk to ___ for a week and 4 days..
actually i called on msn the other day, but then i didn't get any replies..
so i made up my mind, keep telling myself the same words everyday
P A T I E N T is the key to everything.
so i have to be patient
and also keep telling myself this words, let faith decide.
If faith had decide that we must end like this, then so be it.
I can't bear it..can't argue with something like faith.
I just hope that 'someday' it all change to the way it used to be.
Warm, caring, and we shared everything, understand each other.
now our mind sort of getting DISconnected i think.

Just so you know, i kinda feel you push me away..
is that true or is that just my heart talking nonsense?
I hope it was my heart talking nonsense.
you know, i just hope for your happiness.
and i know you're very very happy right now.
i'm happy too, happy cause you happy.

iPad!!

2010-01-30T01:45:00.004+07:00

howdy there blog!
haven't write here in weeks!
miss ya..
LOL

actually i wanna tell you guys about the COOLEST thing EVER!
AN iPad!!
ohmygod. i am falling in love with it..
really want it..great specs, great function, with reasonable price.. USD499. Quite reasonable..
now i'm saving my money for an iPad, not a Canon DSLR anymore.. LMAO.

iPAd,the coolest thing EVER!

I just realised that i am an Apple freak!
I love apple products, ipod, ipad, macbook, all!
Who is the owner of Apple? Does he have a son?
If he do, i don't mind being his daughter in law. LOL
That way, i can have all apple products. Whatya say?

.....

2010-01-17T00:05:00.004+07:00

"I love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out." -Elizabeth Barrett Browning-

when everything just seemed wrong, suddenly they seems right,,
when everytime i try to let go of you, you just suddenly come back to me..
back for a minute, and then away, again...
why does it always like that?
I'm tired already. But still, i can't get enough of you
and now i'm just gonna forget how tired i am, cause i can't stand a day without you.

and finally i can breath freely, cause my exam result already came out yesterday..
rank 13 from 58 students..
sounds pretty good eh?
i'm still trying to be at the top 10 part..hope i can do it!

().()

2010-01-10T17:05:00.004+07:00

"You never know how much you really miss and love that person until you start dreaming about them, until everytime you look over your shoulder and think that they're there..."

THAT IS SO F*CKIN TRUE!
Trust me. i already face it myself. everytime i go somewhere, i always wish that you're there.
I can't wait until February 11th, thats the day when you come home..
OmG. i miss you so muchh..miss to see you, accompany you to buy something, having lunch with you, laugh with youuu.. I miss to do EVERYTHING with youu!!
February come quickly pleasee!

to be absolutely honest, you must know that sometimes i still feel jealous..now that you with him, he is all you talking about..
please don't be mad, i am just trying to be honest with you..
but i always try to cover that jealousy with this thought. that he makes you happy..and i thank him for that
You being happy. That's all i want..i don't care about me..
Kay..

this is freakin' killing me!

2010-01-06T23:02:00.003+07:00

this little thing is torturing me..
something so small can hurt like hell. DARN!
and this little thing is called SARIAWAN
i don't what its called in english.
this thing really make me confused about what i will eat at school tomorrow..
i can't eat anything spicy, hot, or cold..cause it will be so hurttt...
darnnnnnnnn..

===========================================================================
Throughout my life :
I've love, I've lied
I've hurt, I've lost
I've missed, I've trusted
I've made mistakes
but most of all, I"VE LEARNED

Thanks for all these time, all those happiness, smiles, jokes, laugh, tears, and everything..
maybe all those things will not happen anymore to me as often as it used to be..

avatar! not the legend of aang yaa!

2010-01-03T00:29:00.003+07:00

just got back from Medan, just watched Avatar..
great movie..really" good. MUST watch!
hahaha..
the movie is so exciting until i forget that i bought lemon tea, at the end of the movie i just remembered i haven't drink it.. lol

oh yeah, i found this sticker on bumper sticker (facebook application)
it says..
"Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you"
well i hope thats true..
cause i had a quite embarassing dream a few days back.. I dont want to write it here, like to keep it secret.. heheh..

I think i'm getting fatter by the day..
i think i'm already 50kg now.. ohmygod!
so fatttt....
NEED DIET ASAP!
this time ga ada yg namanya toleransi
must do a very tight diet..at least until i'm back to 46kg..
that means 4kg to throw away.. GANBATTE!

P.S : Hikss..i think you don't care about me anymore.. :(

December 30, 2009

2009-12-30T22:45:00.003+07:00

wheww..
time flies really fast..
1 more day and we'll celebrate new year!

i know it must be weird.
recently, i deactivated my blog and now i make it active again
i really2 feeling like writing today
HAHAHAHA
and..
i change my blog skins..
really work hard for this one
and after all the hard work, my music playlist can't even start!
i don't know what happen T_T'
but i'll fix it tomorrow..my shoulder start its habit again, it hurts like hell!
wth happen with my shoulder? its been a while since my shoulder started to hurt on and off..

P.S : We're changing..

stressed out!

2009-12-10T21:40:00.001+07:00

i'm sick and missing her badly!
i'm stressed out because of exam and it make me missing her more badly!
where is she? i don't know
someone tell me pleasee .....

how r u? where have you been??

2009-12-06T23:17:00.004+07:00

I MISS YOU when i laugh and when i cry because you are the one who makes the laughter grow and the tears disappear,
I MISS YOU when something good happens because you are the one i want to share it with ,
I MISS YOU when something troubles me because ...you are the one who understands me well,
I MISS YOU at every moment in my life.
i miss ur voice, ur smile

No matter how painful it is, no matter how long it takes.
Time means nothing.
I'll wait for you as long as it takes.
Even if i have to cry alone every night before sleep, even if i have to smile at the most painful time.

I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.

(copied from Jessica Kasayu, thankss for letting me post this here!)

are you avoiding me? i know you hate that question, but i just feel it..
i kinda not feeling you around lately.. what happen?
i know something is happening..and you don't want me to be in any part of it
but i want to..i want to be a part of it, a part of you...
don't stay away from me.. i'm still not ready..and never ready..
i can't even dream or imagine my life without you..
just..... come back..

♥♥♥

2009-12-02T21:55:00.003+07:00

Friendship is a promise made in d heart..
silent..

unwritten..

unbreakable by distance..
unchangeable by time...

Once a babe..

ALWAYS A BABE.

from : HS

that message really brighten up my day.. i'm not supposed to publish this, but i can't help it!
she said that this message can make me like powerful, strong..
and its true.. thank you babe.. ♥
can't wait to meet and hug you in February next year..! ♥

Happy birthdayy my silly babeee...

2009-11-26T17:01:00.002+07:00

Dear babe,
happy birthday to you..
i already say my wishes 3 times to you..so i didn't write it again here..
what do you think about the picture i sent you?
do you like it? i hope you do..its the best i think i can do right now
i made it with all my heart and brainnn...
hahaha...
im sorry now i can't give you something, like rosy dreams....
but one day, i'll make sure you'll receive something as you wanted from me..
hehehehe.....

OMFG

2009-11-22T21:32:00.003+07:00

finally..i got what i want! hahahaha..
bought it last friday,,, exactly at my chinese birthday..
im soo happyyyy..
but i hate they take 5 thousand from me for a day..sometimes still feel BOKAMBUAN.
hahahahaha...

but, where are you girl?
I haven't see you or talk to you in 5 days.. I'm missing you so so so so badly!
what happened to you? don't make me worried ya..
if there's any problem, you know you can talk to me, okay?
when you're ready, just find me. i know that you know how to find me..
I won't force you, as i promised..

birthday blast!

2009-11-17T23:40:00.007+07:00

November 17th, 1993.
A cute baby girl was born with the name Jessica Novia Siswanto (wakakakak)
November 17th, 1994
Celebrate her 1st birthday
November 17th, 1995
2nd birthday
November 17th, 1996
3rd birthday
November 17th, 1997
4th birthday
November 17th, 1998
5th birthday
November 17th, 1999
6th birthday
November 17th, 2000
7th birthday
November 17th, 2001
8th birthday
November 17th, 2002
9th birthday
November 17th, 2003
10th birthday
November 17th, 2004
11th birthday
November 17th, 2005
12th birthday
November 17th, 2006
13th birthday
November 17th, 2007
14th birthday
November 17th, 2008
15th birthday
November 17th, 2009
16th birthday

i'm crazy alredy.. wkwkwkw..
my birthday this year is a blast!
all my classmates greet me happy birthday, my friends from X-20 also, they even gave me a cute teddy bear..
it is 11:49 pm now, i dont want today to be over...sounds very egoist right? LOL
hm..all i can say is today is a blastt!
the first people who text me and say happy birthday is Babe, thank you so much...finally you can made it the first this year, like what i hope. heheheeheh...
i don't want to say that fb's wall are counted..cause some friends already said happy birthday earlier, at november 16..

here's the gift i get

from my sister n her boyfriend..what she gave me?

TAADAAA! Turns out it is the doll i wanted! I've fall for this doll since the first time i saw it.

From The Chicken Family. Nice one guyss.!

Later today i skip afternoon class, and went to watch 2012..
what an amazing movie..
will watch it again. hahahahah

P.S : Love you.... miss you so a lot...

?

2009-11-15T22:54:00.000+07:00

hmm..what a boring day..just stay at home and do nothing beside sleep and online..

btw, i have this feeling..and i have to say, my feeling is usually right..
it tells me that someone i waiting for these 2 days, is at Indo..
and after i confirm, it's true..
i'm a lil bit confused with my feeling..it always tell the right thing about this someone..
it's like i have a connection to her or something..
but since when? why? is it because i care about her so much? well i hope it is..

and tell you something, girl. I hope that just maybe he will be different from all the other guys.... and that just maybe this time it will work out..
( the words that i highlighted yellow is a quote actually, but it represent what i want to say to you )
Happy weekend for you..

P.S : it seems it was never meant to be, but isn't it funny how one MSN chat can change everything?

tired, sleepy, and facing a terrible backache everynight!

2009-11-11T23:28:00.002+07:00

woo..finally done with my econs homework
damn crazy
i google the topic for like 2 hours and still not even 1 really hit the topic
and finally, i pick 1 (which i don't know it fit the topic or not) and print it right away cause it due tomorrow..
i dont care e e e e e e..the most important part is i already try to do it
hahahahahaha

but wait, i still have my photoshop homework..but it due next month so i still have time
we've been told to design t-shirt using photoshop. and i don't know how to do it
aaaahhh..
friggin' annoying!

the first day trying to be healthy and my maid cook miesop tonight
they say miesop using so so so a lot of msg and it's not good for health
but this miesop is HOmemade! so i eat it, ahahahhahaha..
it taste good actually, but all i know is all food that tastes good is not good for health.
why why whyy? huaaaa....

P.S : Thinking of a holiday together. but i know it is just a dream, that maybe do come true or not.

health

2009-11-10T22:03:00.003+07:00

i just know how much health means..
some people who is healthy, never think about taking a good care of their health..they are ruining their health instead..
but for people who isn't healthy, who's biggest dream is to be healthy, they try and try to hold on and do anything that can make them healthier than they are now..

i used to be the people who never care about my own health..
i used to think that i'm still young, diseases can't get me that easy..
i never know why she forbid me to drink anything like Teh Botol or else..
but tonight i finally know..
it's because she scared, scared with all those drinks and foods that is very unhealthy.. and she don't want anything happen to me..
that's why she forbid me..
and i just feel .. ashamed that i never care to my own health, while someone else even care about it more than myself..
and tonight i promised to myself and to her (even though i haven't said this to her) , that i'll pay more attention to my health..and take care of it.

For all the people who is healthy out there, please take care of your health, don't ruin it just because of the word FUN and WANT.

P.S : Thanks to HS that opened my mind about health. And thanks to her sister too, she indirectly opened my mind too.. :)

this is the 'ugly truth' !

2009-11-08T23:01:00.003+07:00

Like the title, in today's post i will write all the facts about me..
let's begin :)
~ I hate it when someone disturb me when i'm taking a bath. disturb = water suddenly turning smaller or someone tell me to be quick

~ I haven't drink Teh Botol since maybe 3 months ago, until i drink it again today. I used to kind of addicted to it, until babe told me to stop.

~ I can't live without my ipod, and internet.

~ I always arrange my money according to the value of the money. from 1000 rupiahs until 100 thousand rupiahs

~ I can't dance

~ I am a dreamer. always daydreaming.

Why suddenly i forget all the ugly truth about me?
maybe this means i have to end this post here..
this is gonna be part 1, part 2 is coming soon!
hahahaha..
night guys..!

=)

2009-10-26T23:08:00.002+07:00

exactly 1 month to 26th November eh?
just realized it this morning..
hahahah..its a special day for someone who is soo special for me..
Love youu.. And miss you too..
:)

tell ya what,
TOMMOROW IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM!
YEAHHH!!
I can smell freedom now, not clearly but i can smell it.. wkkkk.....
I really lazy to go to school after exam over..really wish for a long long holiday..
and i am hoping for a trip soon!
really really need it..
can't take this 'missing someone' feeling any longerrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ :(

:)

2009-10-22T22:27:00.002+07:00

i am truly a Gossip Girl addict!
I love everything about it, the cast, its soundtrack, evrythin' !
but I love CHAIR (Chuck & Blair) the most!
Really wish one day I can go to Upper East Side, meet Chuck or Blair maybe?
Stupid wish! hahahahhaha...

can't wait to hang out with my besties t'mrw!

I have nothing else to write anymore,
I just miss my babe so much..
and i'm happy to know that she miss me too.. :)

my childhood

2009-10-18T21:20:00.003+07:00

i just got my childhood pictures that I gave to my cousin to scan..

its cutteeeeeee...
i already edited it..
so here it is!

I'm cute, right? LOL

I really like this picture, now i am looking forward to comments about this pic from babe. ahahahahhahaaha.. :P

Btw, accounting exam tomorrow..
haiss..exam coming again, i'm so not ready for exam!
pasrahhh for accounting!

P.S : Jangan kumat lagi..

new email fully active!

2009-10-14T22:12:00.002+07:00

finally it's done...
i have changed all my emails to a new one.. (read yesterday's post)
including msn..new yahoo email is coming on the way. hehehehehe..

i can't tell everyone why i change my email, just a few people know it..
hiehehehehe..
and i already ask babe shoud i re-add them again or not..and her answer is NO!
hahhahaha..i like your answer, babe...really really like it..

late already..need rest now..
G'nite.. and c'ya..!

P.S : LYL babe!

my email sucks!

2009-10-13T23:06:00.002+07:00

i changed my email.. it's sucks..
the_je7@hotmail.com is not sucks, but i can easily forget if my email is different for every account i had.. so i changed all of it, changed it to jess__jess@live.com
for now, i already change my twitter and blog email, facebook and msn will be change too ASAP!
my email that really sucks is my yahoo and msn email, j_baby_queenz@live.com
sucks! it's just make me remember them, the 2 shitty bitch! haahahahaha...

i am just thinking, if i change my msn, should i re-add them, the shitty bitches???????
damn confused!
I need your advice, babee..

P.S : What am I without you? Just a piece of ash i think..

Love You Lots

2009-10-12T22:21:00.004+07:00

i want to tell you a story about my class today..
today my class make 2 teachers mad at us.. 1 is the math teacher, mr.hendri jaya
and another one is our Step Ahead (English) teacher, Mr.wong
but the one I really amazed with is when Evory reply what hendri jaya said to us.. Mantapppp!
she said, "Jangan mentang2 bapak itu guru jadi sok kali ya" OMG! COOL!
if someone ask me to talk like that to a teacher, i'm not sure i have the courage..but if I really2 hate the teacher, I'm sure I will say itt!

but..as usually, she always keep me on track.....
she told me not to follow them, ga bole ikutan.........
and i promised her i won't do it..
even if she didn't told me not to, i think i won't do it if the teacher not pissed me off first..
but now after i promised, i won't do it even if the teacher pissed me off first..just remain silent..

this is for you,
I feel lucky cause I found you,
feel happy too cause I love you
and i know you can't stay be there, by my side everytime I need you..
Cause we are human..we have personal problems..
but now, I really really want to understand you more..
Help me to understand...i don't want any misunderstanding because of my bad temper emotion again...
But you have to believe, that i am trying to change my bad tempered emotion to the lowest level..for you.....
I'm sorry if i ever did you wrong.. And Thanks for always keeping me on track.. :)
I Love You, my silly girl.... (haven't heard those 3 words from you in a long time)

P.S : this is just some words from me to show how happy i am that i have you & love you in my life... o.o

sweet meaning.. :)

2009-10-10T23:03:00.004+07:00

i just know why we wear our wedding ring on the fourth finger..
i can't explain why here..
but all of you can see it in my facebook..i posted it already..
all i can say is..it's just so sweet.. i've try it too though.. hehehehe

btw, i had my lunch today @sushitei, my fave restaurant (for japanese food of course)
and order my super delicious baby octopus..miss it so much!
eheheheh...
and then, sushitei's ocha is the bestt!!

P.S : whats minnie without mickey..whats tigger without pooh, whats patrick without spongebob, whats me without you ♥

today day dayy............

2009-10-08T22:45:00.004+07:00

today's most do activities : eat & daydreaming..
today's most played song : If you loved me for me - barbie & funhouse - p!nk
today's most played games : Cafe world
today's most annoying event : Speedy lag, on-off all the time
today's most person i think about : H _ _ _ Y a.k.a _ A _ E
today's activity that I canceled : My afternoon run (it's raining, how can i run?)

that's all about today.. hahahhahaa...
suddenly i feel maybe it's fun doing that today thing, besides it's more complete if I make it like that rather than I write them in words.. LOL

I really" feel no good at all, since............
I choose to be quiet at school, less talking, and just talk when it's needed...
think a lot, day dream..
what an stupid activity...but all I can do is just that, quiet, think a lot, and day dreaming.. :(
and...does listening to iPod count? if it's count then there's 4 of them..
hehe..

today i learn to MANdi senDIRI , i go home alone by damri, stop @binjai, then continue my little journey to go home by angkot ..
haisss....got me 1 1/2 hours from medan to my houseee....pretty much tiring....!

P.S : You say your love is true, well..i hope that it will be.. But i'd be more sure if I know that you loved me for me.. not anyone else...

broken hope..

2009-10-06T21:53:00.002+07:00

i know i am a bad tempered person
i know i am lazy
and i know maybe i am not worthy enough to care about you..
but i want to know what i don't know..can you tell me?
cause i can tell you what you don't know about me
~ remember when someone else chatted with you using my phone?
i was jealous at that time
~ remember everytime when i am online but don't call you?
i was just testing you, i want to know are you care about me or not
and there is so much more but i don't remember it all..
but i really do want to know do you care about me or not.. will you tell me?
it's not important , what important now is i really need someone now...

P.S : I feel..empty.

...

2009-10-03T01:29:00.003+07:00

it is 1:36 am in the morning and i haven't sleep yet,,
hahahaha..
maybe i'm kind of 'kemarok' because now on i can access internet unlimited.. hehehehe..
and as you all know, i'm a gamer right? so now you know what i'm doing?
*********
that's right..playing games. haahhahaha.. :))
and watching Prison Break..
I just start watching it yesterday night and now i already watch until the 5th episode..
hahahhaa.. i watch it cause i'm curious..
Babe, Miss Yenny, Tris tell me it is ho khuaa..
hahaha..
well i think it's true..
it need brain to watch this movie..cause it's complicated @.@

Audrey already back to Jakarta, gonna miss her leh...my sweet little niece..
come back here again yaa.. You still have your 'suster or ayi etekk' here lorr..
hehehehehe...

P.S : Why do you and her are a lot alike? I am just saying, not trying to compare you and her.. And believe me, i love you.. :)

helloooo Octoberr!

2009-10-01T22:48:00.002+07:00

It's dayyssss after my last post heree...and i miss writing here.. hahahahhaha
well, some of my activity are changing now..
now i have so a lot of free time, cause i don't continue my ielts tuition anymore..
and i'm thinking to buy a BB this week..can't hold it any longerr!!
and of course, i still want to learn driving..but i haven't register in any of the driving courses..
it's still the 1st of october..and i have a whole month to learn.. LOL

i spent the last week of September hanging out with Audrey..and her mommy n daddy..
but, they will be back to Jakarta tomorrow..
GONNA MISS THEM!
can't wait to go to Jakarta again n see them..
hahahahhaa..they are still in Medan now and i already think to visit them in Jakarta? LMAO

well, i have nothing to write anymore..
c ya..!

P.S : I want it because i want to chat with you with no battery or connection problem....... Miss yu..

you sell i buy!

2009-09-27T22:17:00.002+07:00

say why i'm not post anything since days ago?
i want to lock them up in my mind. HAHAHAHA

but today i want make something straight..
it's about some biatch who is f*cking annoying..
for the 1st biatch : kamu jual saya beli..i'm just following your game, darling.. :)
payback is no use at all.. so lets play games!
for the 2nd biatch : Don't ever you try to disturb her anymore, or you'll face me..understand?
and for both of you, you are really pain in the ass!

P.S : I'll find a way...

mind confuse

2009-09-23T22:23:00.004+07:00

if someone ask me, "why do you always online and wait for her to online every night?"
truly, i don't know..
i don't know why..
but i want to know why..

btw, i spend almost all day long playing with Audrey..i love herrr! she is such a cutiee..
hahhahaha..i don't mind taking care of her while she is in Medan.. :))

P.S : Missing u!

-

2009-09-22T21:20:00.000+07:00

no mood for writing today.
dont know what happen to me

farewell grandpa

2009-09-20T18:10:00.003+07:00

hi hi hi..
it's been busy days..
i haven't write about this, my grandpa passed away a few days ago..
so i've been busy with all the ceremony stuffs..and don't have time to update this blog.
i just wanna say,
grandpa, i'm there is anything i've done that you dislike, please forgive me..
you don't have to worry for grandma, we'll take a good care of her..
all i can ask from you is your blessing for all of us..
we're in different world now, but you'll always be in my heart and my memory..
farewell grandpa..we love you..takecare there.. :)

think and wait

2009-09-16T23:40:00.002+07:00

today all my fam from Jakarta back to Medan..to visit my grandpa..
they make me feel happier..cause they are so funny and friendly.. heehe..
besides time pass quickly today cause we always chat and laugh at the time..

for lunch, we went to MR restaurant..and order so a lot of food..
and then we dine at Gleni, cause there are flood and traffic jam everywhere..
my mom told me to order 22 package of KFC!!
imagine ! 22!!
and it's kinda funny, cause the delivery man deliver it to the nurse office..
when i order it, i told them to deliver it to 4th Floor Lobby, not 4th floor nurse office..
hhahahaha,,,
and we eat like, buka puasa bersama! hahahaha.

P.S : I'll wait..

missing this blog again and againnn..

2009-09-15T23:44:00.003+07:00

hi againn...
today i just have the time to online and write again..
cause..hmph..it's been a busy and confusing days at the hospital..
even i don't go to school today and tomorrow maybe..
hehehe..
i don't write too much here..
cause there's nothing i can write about..
it's just i miss writing here..

P.S : ....

aaaarrrggghh

2009-09-13T00:31:00.002+07:00

i am so tiredd!!!
just back from Medan @11pm since 11am..
haizz..
i can teparr if everyday is like this..
so going to sleep now..bye2..

btw, congratz for your OII babe..
i am happy today cause i can talk to you by phone not messenger. hahahaa....
missing youu..

P.S : I want BB javee badlyy..but why am i interested in BB tour too??

missing this blog

2009-09-12T00:56:00.009+07:00

hiiiii!!
feels so long since my last post. and i miss writing heree!! :)
kinda busy at the hospital..my grandfather is sick and all of us have to be there to look after him..
and when i'm back home, i already feel so tired so i go straight to sleep..

today i just open all my games at facebook and here's the result :
Fish world : all my fishes are DEAD! and i am in the middle of bankrupcy..
Roller coaster rush : i have to wait for another 23000 visitors to make my score same like my silly
Restaurant City : need another 12000 customers to make it same like silly
Farm Ville : nothing happen. cause i left it empty last time..just hv to catch up some score..
that 4 games are my most played games..i don't play my other game unless i am bored with those four.. hahaha

and now i am downloading new new songs..i am bored with the songs at my ipod..
no new songs since i haven't online for some days..
hahaha..
it's not bad..i got 16 new songs and it's kinda good..
and i am so in love with Michael Buble (falling in love with him again) cause i just downloaded his new singles, Haven't met you yet.. great great song! :D
but still, i still love his "everything" and i think it's the best song of his..
haha..
it is so late already..but my eyes and hands can't stop playing gamess..
i don't care about my sleep time, i have so much time for sleeping tommorow at the hospital.. yaiy!

and hey hey hey..i can't wait for September 14th..
it's the Gossip Girl's new season premiere!!!
i can't waittt..to see Blair and Chuck together...
i am a huge fan of them..they are perfect couple i think..
Bass and Waldorf..bad and evil?
does blair that evil? I don't think so. hahaha..

how come she is so preety? she had a beautiful voice too

My cousin had a friend that look just like him! Ed Westwick is the most handome boy @GG! the coolest one too!

Perfect! Handsome & preety! LOL

P.S : I am leaving all my past that can hurt you..just for you..
for me, business is business
family is family
and love is you..not anyone else..

confused.

2009-09-06T22:26:00.004+07:00

i don't know what i must do..
should i be happy knowing that i'm the heaven not the hell? should i be sad knowing that she is sad? or should i be angry cause i know that she is angry?
it's really confusing me..
but the truth is, a part of me feel happy when i know that i am the heaven..
it's just..
ahh..i don't know how to write my feelings now..
and i can't stop thinking what will happen next..
will our relationship be better or the opposite, worse?
with you knowing that she is my cousin, will you hate me?
even if i hate her, still, we are cousins..

i know you're angry,
and with you feeling like that, you make me worry, cause you're not returning any of my messages..
but i let you think for a while..a few days maybe..
just let me know when you feel better..

just so you know, i choose YOU not her!

good nite peeps..
c ya tommorow..
hope tommorow will be better than today..
how can I sleep well tonight..?

feels like my life is stuck today

2009-09-05T22:50:00.004+07:00

I spent almost all day long at home..
just go out for half hours to buy mommy's meds..
then back home again..
it feels like my life is stuck here, at my house..
and my activity today is just online eat online sleep online sleep..
hahahha..like a pig eh..

damn..i can't stop worrying about babe..
i can't contact her.. hikz..
i don't where is she (must be somewhere in BTM) , what she eat, where she stay.. bla3
i can't wait for you to back to sg so i can contact you again..
i know you're on your weekend holiday trip, but what can i do? that is how i feel..
it sounds like i am an egoist person.
and i know i am wrong for feeling like that.. sorry.. :(
but just forget about that..
i can't wait for you back here, Medan any further!
i miss waiting for you to fetch me up, i miss our late-lunch, i miss my confuseness to look for you, i miss skipping tuition just to meet you (LOL), and i know how much you miss my school (which is used to be your school too)..
so if there's a chance, i promise you..i'll take you back to school..
let you remember all those memory when you were there..
=)

found this quotes at Bumper Sticker (fb) and i like it very much
i may not get to see you as often as i like
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night
but deep in my heart, i truly know, you're the one that i love, and i can't let you go

and Jessica Kasayu sent me this quotes (also from Bumper Sticker)
never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about
of course i won't give up..i won't give up if i already care too much about them..
i won't give up..
like i don't give up on you babe..even you ever suggested me to go back to her..
but thanks to my stubbornness, i didn't do it and still stick to you! LOL :)

P.S : You're the reason i smile at the computer screen.. :)
(and again, from Bumper Sticker)

i feel h a p p y everytime i remember you ^^

2009-09-04T23:47:00.003+07:00

heyyyy..lets talk about what i do today..

hmmm..lets see..
what i do today...
nothing special today, same like always. school, ielts conversation class..
but today i got my indonesia language remedial.. damn difficult eh!!
if i know it would've been that difficult, i wouldn't have followed it!!
hahahahah....

anw, my mood is just so great tonight..
=D
plus, i'm hearing a great great song that just make it perfect!
why it's perfect? can not tell. secretttt.. ssstttt.. hehehehe
but i hope you know it girl...even though at first my mood is no good at all.. haahahaa
have fun tommorow okheii??
don't be too tired..remember to always drink a lot of water & EAT!
I don't want to hear the word 'soup' while you're having this weekend trip..rice or mee is better. LOL

P.S : The voice, the smile, the laugh, the face that make my day absolutely perfect..is you..

OMG!

2009-09-03T22:25:00.002+07:00

I just found one song on SL's blog..
the title is Till the end..sang by David Tan.
OMG! It is such an amazing songgggg...i've fallen in love with that song right when i first hear itt..
oh damn damn damn! now i can't get rid of that song in my mind..
huaaaaaa...
that song is worth my effort to try searching for it everywhere until then found it at www.4shared.com
hahahahah

btw, my stomach is so weird..
everytime i eat, i will always throw big water..
if i eat 3 times, i will throw big water 3 times also..
even if i'm not eating i can also throw big water!
argghh
Pencernaan yg terlalu lancar sangat tidak mengenakkan!
mungkin ini gr2 Hi-lo? mulai balik minum Hi-lo kok jadi bgini yehh??
jadi malas makan, jadi gampang throw big water juga..
bagus ga seh sebenarnya? tapi kalo berhenti minum itu, langsung deh..berat badan naekk!!
**pusing**

P.S : I miss my silly girlllll !!

Sabtu minggu

2009-09-02T23:11:00.002+07:00

it is so weirddddd..
how come there is 1 song that a lot like me, in this situation..
the title is "Sabtu Minggu" sang by Sandy
why do i say its like me?
cause i only can chat with babe sabtu minggu.. (kadang")
hahahahahahahaha..
it's an old song, but my friend just sang it 3 days ago..and it make me think about that song again and agaiinnnn... then i remember to download it tonight
hahahahahah..
now i am so Sabtu Minggu Kutunggu Kamu..but i think must next week's sabtu minggu, not this week.. hiks..

i can be crazy anytime now..my homework is going to blow up!
high as a mountain! (lebay mode on)
and i haven't done any of it! i'm too confused and lazy to do it..
huahahaha...

P.S : Sabtu Minggu Kutunggu Kamu!

suddenly

2009-09-01T21:21:00.002+07:00

heyy..this is the first time i use my computer again..
suddenly it's ok..nothing wrong
what a stupid computer!
i'm going to sell this stupid thing as soon as i get the permission.
even if it's not broken, i am still going to sell this thing.

1 word for now!
MOSQUITOS!
how come there are so many mosquitos in my house??
weird you know, the mosquitos are just around the computer room..
the living room and bedrooms haven't got any mosquitos at all..
so weirdd..
i can't help it to stay in the computer room for too long..
btw, do you guys know any new songs ? i am so bored with my songs..hear it again and again until bored. hahahaha....
if you do know, leave the title and the singer in my cbox..okkk??

I am feeling a little bit unwell..
i don't have any mood to eat..since this morning breakfast, i feel so full.. i just eat nasi lemak as usually..
but i keep on eating at lunch just in case i'm hungry..
but when dinner, i just eat like 3 spoon of fried rice and i feel like wanna throw up..

P.S : I miss my gurl..i miss her even more when i'm feeling like this..

craving for BB!

2009-08-31T23:03:00.005+07:00

right here right now i am so in love with bb Jave, stylish, small, yet so thin.
hahahhahaa..
i really really want it badly..
tommorow is the first day of September, means my uang jajan will come out, gonna save half of it to buy bb..forget portable hard disk, bb is more important. ahahaha..

and then, i just have the time today to upload a new profile picture for my facebook..
and also i want to share some pictures here, about a teddy bear i really want to buy for someone, which i hope she like it..

how is it? cute right? i really like its clothes, it's knitted..
later when i think my savings are enough, i'll buy it..i hope that cute bear is still there when i had enough savings.. **i'm crossing my finger so tight**

btw, today is marissa & christie's last tuition..
marissa will leave for taiwan at the second of September..
gonna miss you both..ielts tuition will be so BORING without you two, guys..
hiksss.. T_T
christie still in Medan, but she is not continuing her tuition, since she got 6 for ielts..
hahahaha,,,

P.S : I can't wait for you to come home!

edited

2009-08-30T22:42:00.000+07:00

i got a critic from babe, she said this post is not intersting coz it just contain nothing2.. (i wrote that nothing post yesterday, it passed 12am already)
hahaha..
so i edit it, replacing it with a new one.
today i go to surya, with my sist and kekel..
and guess who i met there?
hmph..i don't wanna tell their name here..
i hate to see them!
and after that go to Klinik Kusuma to do some facial..
too many pimples on my face..and it hurts like hell when it got cleaned!
and i cry uselessly cause it hurt so much.. hahahhahaa....
now there is still something red, the pimples marks..
can't wait for it to dissapearr..

and btw, let me tell you a bit of yesterday night story..
i slept at almost 4 a.m last night..my sist too.
but she wake up earlier than me, i wake up at 1 p.m today. hahahahahaha
what are we doing? chatting in Yahoo and Msn all night long,
but we're chatting with different persons, not the same..
even we planed to sahur, because we was hungry in the middle of the night.
but at the end, we did not do it..
overslept.. LOL

P.S : no matter what, i will always love u.. ( look like a song isn't it? )

For you, i will

2009-08-29T00:01:00.003+07:00

I am crazy for Tata young's song - For You I Will
it's quite an old songs buttt..
it is a Super duper great song! I really heart this song!!
The lyric is so..hmmm..beautiful? or romantic?
i don't know, but i love it.. hahahaha
so here's the lyrics, you decide how is the lyric..

For You I Will

When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, mmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything

soo how is it? i think it's amazing! LMAO!
hehhehee....if you want to listen to it, just wait for a few sec..it is the first song on my playlist..

now i am playing Roller Coaster Kingdom..have to chase silly's scoree..
she left me wayyyy behindd...
haisssss...
btw, no webcam chat today.. i arrive at home too late..
i arrive when she wanted to offline. Haisss... so no webcam tonight..
hope there will be webcam-ing tommorow.. LMAO

anyway, my sister always complaint when i charge my ipod using her laptop..
so i bought my ipod's charger this evening..
went to iPlug wit Kekel..
it is damnn expensiveee!!!! make me lose half of my pocket money for a month! **ssighhhh**
why does all apple's product always expensive like hell?!
but hey, i do interested with Macbook Air. aahhaha..so thin n cool! Love it!

P.S : No more bad mood pliss!

nice, warm, and caring

2009-08-27T23:06:00.002+07:00

The nicest person i know is my silly..
hahaha..i want to write another nickname for her, but if she read this, she will ngambekk... huahahahaa
back to the topic, she is warm, nice, caring, funny, patient, sometimes moody..
but she is the nicest and bestest person i know..
i can't tell the other reasons why i said like that..but she already know the reason.. :)

hmmm..my mood today is so good! because of you girl..
my day is full with youu! I can't wait for you to come back to Medann....another lunch @sushitei will be best! hehehehe..

You forbid me to drink teh botol..you said that it is racunn...
well, okk..i'll stop.. "daripada dimarahin sama cewe baju ijo yg lagi webcam sm w ini"
Ijo..kuning.. Ijo kekuning-kuningan! wkwkwkw..i'll never forget that..

and i already know my exam results, quite good..with the average score 7..
good is it? hehehehe

P.S : I want you always in my life....

ielts ielts

2009-08-26T22:06:00.002+07:00

today's ielts tuition is so amazing! had a lot of fun today!
esp when the teacher is not Frank, but Bruce.. hahahaha
I hope Bruce will continue teach us even if Frank already back from Aussie!!

but i also feel so terrible today..
because of the behaviour of someone..that pissed me off!
i just do not get it! why does that people act like that??
make me feel so terrible all morning, to think about it..

Well, i lent my sist hard disk to Marissa, and she said that the hard disk contain so very much virus! LMAO!!
sorry marrr....never scan that thing..
already contain too much things, until i felt so lazy to scan it.. ROFLMAO! :p

P.S : I'm sorry girl..i'm apologizing to you..on her behalf.. :(

komputer dodol!

2009-08-25T18:15:00.003+07:00

damn this computer..
suddenly my mozilla can not open facebook (it can but nothing appear on the page)
my flash player is not working!
my internet explorer is freaky' stupid!
i think this is my stupidest computer
even school's computer is wayy much better than this!!
ARGH!
will take it to be fix tommorow or the next day after..
now i am using my sist laptop..
playing games! it's much more fun using laptop than computer..
i start thinking to buy 1.. buttt..later!! not now..
now, Hard disk portable! I save my money to buy itt ASAP!
LOL

P.S : Missing you, babe!!

the new maid on house

2009-08-24T22:08:00.003+07:00

I am the new maid on my house..
zzzzzzzzzz..
my maid quitted a few days ago..and make me, as the new maid..
wake up early in the morning, then unlock all doors..
go to bath, then cook some breakfast..
and when i back home at night, have to wash the dishes including my termos
omg!
can't take this if this happen everyday...
huaaaaaaaa...
but i think this is good for me..i can learn how to be a responsible person..
hehehhe..

recently, i am addicted to Andre Hehanusa's song - Karena Kutahu Engkau Begitu..
Thx to Jessica Kasayu.. you remind me of that song. hahhahahhaa...
great song! simple yet beautiful!!!

I forgot to update my blog yesterday. Sorry love!

P.S : I ♥ you so much.. We are ONE..and will always be ONE..

sigh

2009-08-22T21:37:00.002+07:00

now i'm waiting for silly.....
i don't know will she show up or not..
i remember clearly that i have told her to online tonight..
but why she has not show up until now?
**sighh**

btw, tonight, is giselle's birthday dinner..
held in her house, and we eat mee and fried rice..
Yummy!
now what i am doing is create a new music playlist for my blog.
hehehe..
just wait and see..
all my favourite songs. hahahhaa

and i also finished watching witch yoo hee.. next please!
hmm..happy ending but the ending is they just hugging at the airport..
i expect the ending is they married. LOL

P.S : Miss you like crazy!

you can say whatever you like to them, but i have someone who trust me a lot more than them. PITTY YOU!

2009-08-21T23:46:00.003+07:00

well well well...
like the title,
you can say whatever you like to them, but i have someone who trust me a lot more than them. so pitty you.
you say everything so they change what they think about me, i do not care. i never care
so good luck..try to make them believe you, ok?
if they believe you, congratulations then..you have successfully win. haha..
but you know what? I DO NOT CARE..
all this time i just can not see what an back stabber you are.
you see? some people just do not care what people say about them, one of them is ME.

with just that someone believe me, it is enough for me.
right, silly?

that's it. i don't want to talk about any back stabber anymore..
forget it! Hahaha.....
smile always, like what i always said to silly....i have to do that too..
**smile always** **smile always** **smile always**

I am so happy tonight, i see silly's msn online.. i miss my silly!
and silly said that she miss me too!
phew..i almost passed this week without her. i dont want it to be like that..
i want my day always with her..but just weekend is ok..no problemo hon!
you're working and i must understand. hehehehe..

P.S : Now i know, i miss you not because i am getting used to chat with you everyday, but i miss you because i love you, no matter what..

oh nooo

2009-08-20T23:17:00.001+07:00

so, post hari ini bakal diawali dgn kejadian kemaren yg super parah..
1. kmren wkt pulang skolah, kan naek damri, nyampe binje mau ke rumah kekel, tau2 lagi jalan, malah diserempet becak..untungnya gpp,,cuma lecet dikit..termosku yg jadi tumbal. kena ketok becaknya.. dimana-mana ada kejadian apapun tetap termosku yg melindungi..makasih termos tercinta..ga jadi kuganti deh kamu!! hehehe
2. waktu mau pulang naek damri, lupa ngabarin orang rumah.. Akibatnya?
dicariin serumah
3. rencananya jam 5an mau pulang, tapi ternyata? ujan! ga bs pulang. terpaksa nunggu dijemput di rumah kekel

and hari ini LIBUR udah dimulai! tapi, tetap harus ke medan..conversation class menanti..
ahh..malasnyaa...
tp gpp deh, mengingat ini minggu2 terakhir christie n marissa di learning minds..
jadi harus dtg, supaya masi bs foto2..
rencananya sih bsk mau mulai foto2..buat kenang2an.. wakakaka...
well, chris n marissa,,do not forget me when you guys already go to TW n Sing..alrite?? :D

kenapa post hari ini ga pake inggris?
alasannya,, males! lagi ga mood aja nulis b.inggris..
lagi pengen ngomong b.indo, secara baru aja 17 agustus.. (lebay! sok bangga sm indo, padahal disuruh upacara aja uda males banget. LOL)

mood nulis gua lagi kambuh hari ini..
Giselle bentar lg birthday..24 agustus! ga terasa umur ponakan gua udah 3 taon! bahkan kknya udah SD kelas 1..
merasa tua?? Kayanya ga deh..secara masi blm genap 16 taon, masi muda! LOL
yg sekarang diributkan tuh..CAKENYA GISELLE MAU GAMBAR APA?
1. Dora
2. Ben10 (ga banget! tapi anaknya suka)
3. Chibi Maruko Chan (kaga tau orang bakerynya bisa buat ga)
4. Doraemon
kalo menurut gua sih chibi maruko chan..soalnya mirip banget sm dia,, hahahha

and kemaren, gua take 1 quiz di facebook, judulnya "Huruf depan nama orang yg kamu sayang"
and guess what? Resultnya "H"
kok bs kebetulan gitu? waktu ngisi itu quiz emank lagi mikirin someone yg inisial namanya "H"
well, sayangnya setelah diteliti..quiznya cm punya 2 result, S ama H, ga ada J..
padahal, asli gw pengen bgt tau resultnya dia apa..tapi berhubung ga ada J yah mau gimana lg..
haizz..

and as always,
P.S : i think i can survive just talk with you in weekends..but sometimes, i just miss you a lot.

hhhhmmm.....

2009-08-17T22:13:00.002+07:00

aku senang
aku bahagia
aku CINTA dia!
yeahh..

I don't want to write that 3 sentence in english. why?
because i do not want to destroy the feeling in those sentences..
hehehe..
and it is the way i feel..
i love, i am happy because of her (**secret**)
btw, i am so in the mood for study because of it!
thank you so much to you babe..

i can not update my blog since 2 days ago..i don't have the time. LOL
why? because our friends from jakarta came to Medan..
they are, peCUN, ko wandy, and WeeDee..
butt..wd already on his way home tonight..takecare om.. =))
cun & ko wandy still here..they will be home tommorow night..
hell a lot of fun while they are here..
we spent soo much time eating and just eatingg!
we have gone to Ondo (must!), MW, Tau kua he ci, sun plaza, Irian (a must for people who live far away), Babura..
and today, we went to Namukur.. Main airrrr
because we sure that in Jakarta, there are no CLEAN river! hahaha..
Namukur river is not that clean, but it is much better than in Jakarta. LOL
and their comment is : Seru jg yah...
hahaha,,,

well, this is it..this is what i can write today..
to be continue tommorow..
c ya..

P.S : Without you = I am no one

3 words

2009-08-14T22:59:00.001+07:00

JUST 3 WORDS
CONFUSING YET FRUSTATING!
it's not my exam but it's something else..something that mean so much to me.

P.S : it's not used to be like this.

stupid computer!

2009-08-12T22:50:00.003+07:00

i need iTunes and flash player to work in my computer
but it turns out to be, both of them do not work well in this stupid computer
i don't know what is wrong with this..
i already take this computer 3 or 4 times to be fixed
and it just broke down every time i bring it home..
WEIRD?
DAMN!

P.S : I love you fullll.... lol

♥♥♥ everything about yesterday

2009-08-11T21:55:00.003+07:00

yayayaya.. I ♥ everything about yesterdayy..
finally yesterday we can have a long talkk..
and of course a little bit of arguing..
hahahaa
no arguing = no fun rite??
LOL
yesterday i miss her pretty badly though..so i felt so happy when i saw her msn online.
hahahaha

then let's talk about my exam..
hmmmmm......it's not that bad...
not that good too..
so it's in the middle, sedang2 saja! LOLZ
my exam yesterday is sociology, and today is civics and english
i think i did well in english...
oh grammar don't make me get red marks againnn!! I beg youuuuuuuu
then about sociology and civis it is just so-so..i can not say that i did it well, all i can say is that i have tried my best...

P.S : no one like you, babe.......you're the best!

study vs play

2009-08-09T20:11:00.002+07:00

study vs play
which one win?
i bet it is play..all teen is like that..
hahaha..
my exam will start tommorow, sociology..
but i haven't learn anything until now..
i don't know what to learn. haha
instead of study, i rather online. LOL
yesterday, me and my family are karaoke-ing at my house..
hahaha..it was so much fun last nightt!!!

For my brother n my babe in sg, happy 1 day holidayy..
it's singapore independence day tommorow..

P.S : I'm not ready for tommorow's exam!
WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU!

plurk

2009-08-08T00:24:00.002+07:00

First Friendster, then Facebook, after that Twitter, and now Plurk!
yeahh..i just signed up on Plurk..
still a lil bit confused but i think it's kinda fun..
hehehe..
Facebook games is kinda boring now..i used to love facebook games, but now i'm boreed!!
twitting and plurking is my new activity..
but of course, fb game is still on..

exam getting closerr noww..
**hv to study seriously**
**hv to get good marks for english, math, and accounting** ^v^
LOL
i'll try my best.. **FIGHT!!**

tonight i have my dinner @sushitei..my favourite place
i love sushi very much, esp Baby Octopus..it's my must have dish at sushitei
hahahaha..
went there with parasite, my big sis, and my cousin..
today i go to Sun Plaza twice..
first to go to Telkomsel n iPlug (before my conversation class)
and the second is sushitei.. (after my conversation class)
hehehehe..

P.S : Still down. hope you'll show up tommorow.

SPEEDY = SLOWY!

2009-08-06T22:21:00.002+07:00

Speedy means slowy. yep!
today speedy is so slow..very slow.
i even can't open my farmville since yesterday..
i am so curious about what happen to my crops..
argh!

and i don't know what happen..i have just bad mood because of sumthing..
i don't wanna describe it here
why? it's just i feel i don't have any good mood at all..not just today, it's this whole week!
can someone tell me what happen to me?
am i infected by kangen-ing virus?? am i????
exam getting closer..i have to destroy this moody side of mine, or i can not study anything for exam..

btw, math is not that bad,,i am starting to understand it..
it's so simple, why i can not understand it earlier??
hahaha..thanks to Bu Lamria, i can understand it! hehe
why must Pak Hendri teach us math? why not Bu Lamria??
hmmmppphhh -.-

P.S : Down because of somebody out there.

i miss my blogg!

2009-08-05T22:53:00.003+07:00

howdie there bloggg!!
how are yoouuu??
i did not update my blog since 2 days ago..
hahaha..busy with the new thing!
so excitedd..
hehehee

btw, i am so stressed out!!
after take my computer to the 'bengkel' , it is still broken..
even now it became slower than before..
damn!!
i'll take it back tommorow!!
well, fix that!!
i want my computers as good as before! (without the virus of course)
how come i can't install iTunes?
i really need that iTunes pals..really2 need it..

mommy's home.
gotta go now.
byee

P.S : I miss you

trying to be more diligent and activee..

2009-08-02T21:11:00.002+07:00

yeah..i'm trying to..trying to be more diligent..
you don't like lazy people rite?
i know sometimes i can be very lazy..and i know these days i am soo lazy at school..
and it's kinda make you 'no comment'
i want you to 'comment' so i will try to leave out my sleeping habit at school..
i know if i can leave it out, you'll 'comment' me..
hehehe..
babe, i am so yours! i don't know why i say it suddenly..
but i just know that i am so yours!
i really don't know what i can do without you by my side..

hmm..i think i'm gonna offline now..
wanna watch 17 again and then gonna pack it and send it tommorow..
so i must finish it tonight! hehehe

P.S : Loving & missing you soo muchh..

running out of something...but i'm trying so hard to earn it again...

2009-08-02T00:28:00.003+07:00

yeahh..monday will come in 2 daysss..
can't wait..
my big sis will be home on monday, but she's not what i'm waiting for..
i'm waiting for something that she bring home with herr..
hahahahaha..
can't waittttttttt anymoreee..

you know what?
my computer is the home of trojan and all the viruses..
stupid computerr..
now i'm not surprised why my cellphone and flashdisk were infected by viruses..
this computer is whyy..
argghh..
i'll format this computer..soon! but not now..
cause i don't have the space to copy all my mp3's and my pictures here..
hehehehe..

now i'm so busy doing something..for herr..
and it's kinda make me happy.. hehehehe..
late already..
and this computer is also protected already by AVG antivirus..no worries now..
hahahahhaa
now i can offline peacefully.. lol

P.S : hahahahaha.. heyy..why didn't you answer my call???

online onlinee..online onlineee....

2009-08-01T00:07:00.003+07:00

This is a funny song,,with a funny clip too..
Title : Online

siang malam ku selalu
menatap layar terpaku
untuk on line on line
on line on line
jari dan keyboard beradu
pasang earphone dengar lagu
aku on line online
on line on line

tidur telat bangun pagi pagi
nyalain komputer online lagi
bukan mau ngetik kerjaan
e-mail tugas diserahkan

tapi malah buka facebook
padahal face masih ngantuk
beler kayak orang mabuk
pala naik turun ngangguk-ngangguk

sambil ngedownload empitri
colok i pod usb kiri
ngecekin postingan forum
apa ada balesannye? belum

biar belum sikat gigi belum mandi
tapi kalo belum on line paling anti
liat friendster myspace, youtube
me and him, everybody you too

nah udah mandi siap berangkat
langsung cabut takut terlambat
tak lupa flash disk gantung di leher
malah lupa sepatu jadi nyeker

flashdisk isinya bokep atau lagu
kalau ada kerjaanpun gue ragu
kalo emang berani coba pada ngaku
cek isi foldernya satu satu

di kantor online pakai proxy
walau diblok server bisa dilolosi
namanya udah ketagihan internet
produktifitaspun kepepet

jam kerja malah chatting ym
ngobrol online sama ehehem
atasan lewat langsung klik data
pura pura kerja di depan mata

makan siangpun aku cari sinyal wifi
mengapa ku kecanduan oh why why
kadang terasa bagai tak berdaya
ingin ku berubah.. eh ada e-mail dah dulu ya

cek e-mail spam semua
email benerannya cuma dua
yang satu email lama
yang satu forwardan yang sama

ngarep komentar buka friendster
loading, gue tinggal beser
pas balik ngecek komputer kok lagi maintenance server

ya udah download lagu
bajakan gratis gak pake ragu
saykoji satu album
setengah jam bisa rampung

sore sore bosen hambar
ide nakal cari cari gambar
download video dengan sabar
ketahuan pacar digampar

Haahhahahaa..Audrey is so into this songg..
btw, i just cut my hair today..@johnny andrean..
don't know where to cut..so i choose johnny..quite nice though..not bad lah..
and tommorow i have a meeting at school..and accounting lesson..preparing for exam..
aahhhh..i can relax this weekendd..too much activityy..

P.S : Girl, i miss you so..but i'm too afraid to call you..

tireddd..soo tiredd

2009-07-30T21:12:00.002+07:00

now i feel so tired..
i have too much activity, i think..
go early in the morning, and back home at night
how am i supposed to live like that?
need a lot of energy, and a healthy body to do that..
hahaha..
oh yeah, also need someone who can always be there to hear our stories. LOL
just kidding.
but yeah, sometimes you do need someone to hear your stories..
why? because you too busy. that's why..

but..i choose social because i don't want to be busy..why am i so busy now??
damn..
is it because of the exam?? exam is coming soon btw..
August 10.. another 11 days from today..
hoahhh..
felt like i just back to school and now exam is coming.. =S

P.S : Missing & Loving You..

it's complicated™

2009-07-29T21:56:00.003+07:00

love life really is complicateddd..!
say, i already saw some people sad because of love..and i also already saw some of them happy because of love..
so love bring us happiness or sadness?? **BIG ????**
hahahhaha..

i don't have a boyfriend..but i do have best friends..
and i also have someone close to me..
i don't know we're like sisters or bestfriend..so i rather write someone close..
LOL

P.S : no p.s for today. LOL. hahahhaa

distance

2009-07-28T21:46:00.004+07:00

i just know that,
distance..
won't be a problem if trusts is still there..
won't be a problem if communication is still smooth..
there were times when i think distance is a big problem..
but now i know, that distance won't be a problem if trusts, and communication is still there..
but heyy..let's stop that distance topic and start a new one..

i'm so happy after reading your message this morning..
not just this morning message, all your message can make me happy..
don't care what is the message, important or not..it still make me happy.. :)

these days, the weather is so weird..
it's hot at day, but at noon, it's raining..
damn weird..
what happen to this world?
is this the effect of the glob warm??
go green guyss! start it noww..or the weather gonna be weirder than now..

at Binjai, the electricity is often went off..sometimes for 6 hours..
well, it started a few days ago..after a pretty heavy rain..
it's almost like rainstorm i think..the thunder is so scary..
and they say the electricity trafo got burned, so the electricity went off..
but why until now the electricity is like that? shouldn't the trafo has already been fixed?
many people already pissed because of it..
but luckily, i spend my time mostly at school, where electricity is not a problem..
hahaha.. LOL

P.S : Love me more.. XD hahahahaha

back to the blogging worldd!

2009-07-27T21:12:00.003+07:00

hi thereeee...miss me nott??
haven't update this blog for a while..
ehehehe..kinda busy..
lol. actually yesterday i just got back from my very short trip to Jakarta..
my niece, Audrey's 1st birthday..what a partyy..
she's so cute btw..but i can't come near herr..cause i still sneeze n coughing.. =(

so, i flew to jakarta at friday nite..at about 7.10..
and arrive there at 9 something..
after there, we went to Pluit for dinner..i don't know what place is it..
and back to my cousin's home @ciledug..
that day, we slept at 4a.m..they woke up @6a.m, but i woke up at 8..
hahaha..
the next day, we went to Mangga 2, shoppingggg!!!!
i bought quite a lot of things..bags, n clothes..
lalala..
and the next destination isss : TA!
lolzz..we separated into 3 groups lehh..and i don't have any groupp..
so i walk around alonee..
hehehe.. i enjoy shopping alone.. :)
oh yesss,, we have dinner @Ajisen Ramen..yummy!
we were there until 10 sumthing..then headed home..
we planed to go to Bun Ong, but ga jadii!!
grrrr..
and the next day again, it's 26th..Audrey's birthday party..
so we go get ready and headed to puri at 12..to the saloon, Jose Alexandre
and at 3pm, we were already at Puri's Bakmi GM..waiting for the guests..
eehehehe..
actually , i was waiting for one of my cousin..Phei2 cie2..
she was lateeeee..acaranya uda abis dia baru datangg..
yahhh..so late..
butt it's ok lah..at least i met her.. =D

and at 9pm, i already on the flight back to medan..
it's raining, and the weather is so not nice..so the plane is kinda bumpy..
well i can say it's a terrible flight..
i am so Sim bo song arr..

and todayy..i don't go to school..
mom told me to.. hahhaha..
haihh..i am so tired writing this blog today..
c ya tommorow pals!

P.S : AKU KANGEN BANGET SM KAMUUUU, BABE!

no mood.

2009-07-21T21:02:00.002+07:00

i don't know whether i'm pissed off or i'm happy or sad..
it's just i'm not in the mood. i don't know why.

actually, i have a lot of homework..
esp after some of my note book and my seatmate's accidentally got switched.. (he doesn't come to school today)
and unfortunately, there's a lot to write..
so, it's his note book that is perfect..and mine which is not perfectt..
damnn..i have to write all of it again..
arghh!!

it's so boring today.
because she can't talk to me, busy..
no one to talk to..make my quite sleepy
and make me spend my break time (which is almost 20 minutes) sleepin'..
then wake up when the teacher come to class..
boring boring boring..

P.S : can't wait for july 24th..!

cinta fitri season ramadhan

2009-07-20T20:19:00.003+07:00

Cinta fitri fever again!
it start today at 8p.m
maybe now it already start..
so i'm gonna offline so early and watch it..
ehehehe..

today i hang out with my besties, sasa n merry..and cs too..
we went to Methodist's bazaar and to bsm..
did a lot of talk and gossip. hehehe..

well, i am a BAD GIRL..
all my cousins is infected by the virus good girl good boy,,
so me n my brother use bad girl and bad boy..
a little different..new trend..
but, the word good girl and good boy, the first one to use it is me and my brother..
so it's like we're the trendsetter.. LOL =D

P.S : you've been busy these days..but it's ok..cause it's your job that make you so busy

the take over

2009-07-19T18:00:00.004+07:00

the take over..of my computer..
by that asshole!
i didn't have a chance to online since yesterday..
just now, i can have my chance..
i wanna use my computer and i still need to Q for it?
wtf?! it's me, my sist, and my bro computer..not yours!
so can you pay some respect by not using the computer for the whole day?
if you wanna use it a whole day, bring your own computer and get your own internet connection!
an asshole will always be an asshole.

btw, my brother found a song..
the title "Good Girl Go Bad" by Cobra Starship and LEIGHTON MEESTER
OMG..she's so gorgeous at the video clip..
no..she is always gorgeous, when she plays as Blair at GG, alwayss..
and one more, Blair & Chuck = Perfect. LOL (i'm a huge fan of them)

if you wanna watch it, copy and paste this link to your address bar : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpOdAfs8jr0&feature=related

and i just downloaded The Jonas Brothers album - Lines, Vines, And Trying Times..
they say it's a great album..but i haven't listen to all of the songs yet..
but from the first song of that album, i can say that it's good..
hard to find the right download site.. so i make it easy for you guys..
To download, copy & paste this link to your adress bar :
http://hotfile.com/dl/6461520/2823ab5/Jonas_Brothers-Lines_Vines_Trying_Times-2009-ONe.rar.html

P.S : argh..why is it so hard to chat with her every weekends??

Dari Hati (copied from Kelvin Aliyanto)

2009-07-17T23:04:00.003+07:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 5 friends...
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
right here right now - agnes carlsson

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
coz i love you - agnes monica

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jangan Bilang siapa-siapa - aura kasih

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
dear god - avenged sevenfold

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
i miss you - avril lavinge (wth! life purpose and my answr is i miss you??)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
haru haru - big bang

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Boom Boom Pow!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Lala song - Bob sinclair

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Circus - Britney Spears

WHAT IS 2+2?
Bukan cinta biasa - afgan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
You Can - David Archuleta

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I just can't live a lie - Carrie Underwood (yeah right!)

DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I told you so - Carrie Underwood

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just a dream - carrie underwood

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Cinta denganmu - CAS

WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Everytime we touch - cascada (slow)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
No surprise - daughtry

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lemonade - chris rice

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hurt - christina aguilera

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Keeps getting better - christina aguilera

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cinta jangan kau pergi - vidi aldiano

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Dari Hati - Club Eighties

weird quizz!

today is Friday..
meansss..my holiday is getting closerr..
and at last, today i wake up on time! finally!!
it's been 3 day i always woke up latee..
even my dad said that if i still can't wake up on time, he will wake me up everyday!
oh no..
but thankfully, i wake up on time today.. hehehehe..

P.S : There's one thing that still and always be the same..that there's YOU in my heart..
You're the one i care and i love..

counting the day

2009-07-16T21:43:00.002+07:00

hmm..not exactly counting, my sister is the one who always counting the day to our holiday..
even though just 3 days for me and almost a week for her..it's still holidayy..
hahaha
i just know how many more days before it, cause she always tell me..
8 more days, 7 more days.. bla3
lol
and tommorow will be exactly a week before our holiday..
i'm so looking forward to it..
i really wish i can go to singapore too! miss that country..
hahaha..

my life in 2soc7 is kinda great..funny new friends..
esp willy, he is damn funny!
and a lot of work to do..double!

and then there's this feeling i have..
a happy feeling..i just happy to know that she forget them..
they're really should be forget..not to remember..
cause they just make her gain more heartache and sadness..
and i don't want it to happen again! never!

P.S : maybe i know why you don't forget me..
maybe it's because deep inside your heart, you know i'm not an enemy, but i'm someone who really care and love you..
but how about you? am i someone who you really love and care?

freakin' day

2009-07-15T22:32:00.002+07:00

why do i say today is a freakin' day?
because i wake up late again today, i forget to bring my ielts fotocopy paper, and i forget to bring my sandals..
damn..
it's weird you know
wearing a t-shirt and shorts with converse shoes..
who created that style?!?!?!
but what can i do?
there's no one in the office wear sandals in my size

btw, on my ielts lesson today, i get a new teacher, his name is Mr.Frank
great teacher..i like him
he teach me a lot of vocab today, altough he just start teaching me today..
hopefully, i'll see him next wednesday.. c:)
looking forward for that class.. LOL

when i care about someone, i always worry about them

2009-07-14T21:07:00.002+07:00

honestly i have nothing to write today
i don't know what i feel, what to think, what i want, and what do i expect
i just..WORRY..that's all

back to school part 2 ^^

2009-07-13T22:05:00.003+07:00

first day of school..and it's fun!
i mean my new friends are fun, but not with the lesson..it super SUCKS!
the teachers are kinda boring..esp my geography teacher
first time he enter and he already give us a lot to write.. damn!
but i don't write anything though..
and i have a friendly seatmate..he is my friend from elementary n junior high..
lucky me for having a seatmate that i already know for yearss!

Back to school part 1

2009-07-12T21:10:00.002+07:00

sorry i didn't update my blog last night..
last night i went to mcD tasbi for supper..and back at 12
and when i got back i already so sleepy because of the meds effect..
so i didn't update my blog. hehehe.. :D

school start tommorow..
argh..i can't wake up that early..
imagine, i used to wake up at 2 pm at holiday and tommorow i have to wake up at 5am?
omg..
when holiday, sometimes i sleep at 5am..
so it must be hard to change my sleeping habit.
let's just hope i can wake up on time tommoroww..
GANBATTE! (i'm not sure what is the meaning of ganbatte btw. is it spirit? lol)

i just took a quiz on facebook, "what is your romantic name?"
and my result is Babushka
what is that??
all i know is babe, beip, honey, sayang, sweetheart, dear, love and bla3
Babushka, kinda unique huh?

P.S : Taking some time to open my mind and think. to a whole new world i'll go, to a whole new life i'll have.

mad

2009-07-11T00:31:00.003+07:00

i am so mad tonight
why? because my only one mp4 player, broke down..
i don't know what happen to it..
but then i remember that my brother's already gave me his mp4..
and it turned out to be..his mp4 is also broke down..
WTF?!@#$%^&*
for they who really know me, i am so in love with music..
so can you imagine what will i be if i not listening to music?
just 1 answer, 2 words
BAD MOOD
so i really need something that can play music,
my 6500 ought to do it, but it'll be battery low everyday..
so i really need an iPod!
argh..daddd..buy me the damn iPod pleaseee..

my cough is getting worse day by day..the opposite with the flu, which is getting better..
anddd..i got transferred from 2social8 to 2social7..
ARGH! why why why?
but overall i think i'll still be in the same class with my X-20 friends..
hehehe

and i'm feeling so alone right now..
cause i'm waiting for 'someone' who even i don't know how is she now
no messages..nothin!
i just really miss her..it's been dayss since i her last message reply..
am i wrong for having that feeling?
cause even if i'm wrong, it's not easy for me to just let go that feeling

P.S : This wait making me feels so empty..so what i've been waiting for is better make me happy..

cough & sneeze

2009-07-09T23:17:00.002+07:00

coughing and sneezing is my 'favourite' activity these 3 days..
'favourite' = hate,
if it's favourite, without ' then it mean like or love
lol

today i'm having my first conversation class in my ielts lesson..
so many people..there's also a bussiness woman, i think her age is about 37..
imagine, bussiness woman among teenage..
kinda weird isn't it?
today's class..it's not too exciting..cause there are many students late to get in the class..
so Ms.Sheila have to repeat and repeat again what she said..
tommorow i'll also have my conversation class..
hope tommorow's lesson gonna be more exciting than today..

P.S : Still miss her..

election electionn

2009-07-08T23:30:00.003+07:00

july 8th, 2009..
the day of Indonesia's president election..
who do you choose?
is it Mega-Prabowo? SBY-Boediono? or JK-Wiranto?
hahaha..but whoever you choose..the president is already elected..it's SBY-Boediono..
they received like majority of the vote..more than 50%
so that already make them the president and vice president..
hehehe..

i don't wanna talk about politics today..
i changed my blog skins..see?
it's plaid or we may also call it tartan..i love plaiddd!
i have a lot of tartan and stripes shirts..
hahaha..i only interested in that 2 type of shirts and shorts..
tartan, stripes, tartan, stripes.. hahaha.. lol

today i'm blogging earlier..
i have to make my sleep back on track again..
when it comes to holiday, day seems like night and night seems like day for me
school gonna start soon..so i need to make my sleep back on track again..
if not, i'm sure i'll gonna be late everyday! :)

and i'm still coughing and sneezing..but it's much better than yesterday..
my throat is so itchy..and it made me can't sleep well last night..
the worst one is at 7am in the morning, i can't stand it anymore..
so i try to find some meds..and found it at the kitchen..
directly take the meds..and back to sleep
luckily, i can sleep until 10am.. fiuhh!

i really miss my girl today..
i didn't see her msn online..and facebook too..
ahh..why do i always miss her?
can someone tell me why i always miss her?

P.S : if anyone see my girl, tell her i miss her

huffffff

2009-07-08T00:34:00.010+07:00

today i wanna post a korean music lyric but in english version
the lyric is kinda sad..but still beautiful..and i love it so much!

Do you know (Ost Boys Before Flowers)

Why did you take my heart without my permission..?
i'm living with so much difficulty..
but you don't even know
i know..that it's not me...
that i'm not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
but sometimes can't you share your smile with me..?
even if it's not love
please turn back just once sometime..
if i wait endlessly like this today..
again it's the one word in my heart that i can't keep inside..
i love you

yesterday, i laid my head on my desk..
and i think i fell asleep grieving for you.
when i opened my eyes...
the tears had smudged..
your name and hopeless doodles..

please turn back just once sometime..
if i wit endlessly like this today...
again it's one word in my heart that i can't keep inside...
i love you

as i look at your back image..
which i got so used to.
i say those silent tear-like words...
i love you

btw, i also put this song in my music player here, in my blog..
it's track number 2..i recommend it, guyss!

i'm sneezing almost all the time today..and my throat is hurtt..
hate it..i hate when it all those viruses got me..
i hate being sickk..
i wish you're here when i'm sick.. :(
miss you silly girl..

the reply

2009-07-07T00:32:00.002+07:00

why do you hope i just see you as you? it's true.
i'm not lying and i would've never lie for something like this
i just don't know..it's confusing and i don't know what to do..

i know you're not like 'her'..you different
but if its really what you wanted then it's what you gonna get.
you wanted time and you get your time
sorry cause i don't reply your message..
i just don't know what to do with it, what to think and what to write
but here i feel free (this is my blog of course i feel free here) so i reply it here, sorry.
i hope you read this tommorow if you still read my blog.
but..since when do you read my blog?
it's a few months ago until your last visit to my blog..and then suddenly after i posted it, you read my blog..

yeahh..today (july 6, not 7) i took my ielts try out..
i'm so curious about the result..cause i can't finish 1 of my writing test..
hope the other 1 get good marks so it'll help the other 1.. >.<
and i also start my ielts lesson today..got a teacher who name is Ms.Shela (bule a!)
quite exciting..it's all english and i like it!
but as usual, i get sleepy easily when i'm studying..
hmmffff..

the truth a little revealed?

2009-07-06T01:15:00.003+07:00

the truth finally revealed..but just a little bit.. -.-"
but then, a little is better than nothing, right? lol
i just keep thinking, why on earth made her still think like that?
that i'm still connected to someone who name i don't wanna mention
yes, people say blood is stronger than water
but i have to tell that, there are absolutely NOTHING other than family relationship
family relationship..just that

family realtionship can't be break you know..
it's like our blood, you stop your blood and bye2 you're dead!
we can't live without blood, and so do family..we can't live without family
in sociology, family is the first agent where we learn how to socialize..so without family, HOW CAN WE SOCIALIZE?

but it's not sociology and family i wanna write about
i wanna write about..hmm..i cant tell the name
i never see you as someone's ex gf..never..
if i see you like that, i won't care about you as much as i am right now..am i?
i only regard you as..you. no plus or minus
if it really all things connected to 'her' makes you feel sick, then it means i also make you feel that way
cause i still family related to 'her' and it cant be change
but please..
can you just forget 'her' and just see me?
and not thinking about i'm family related to her..
please..

i want an answer tommorow. hope you'll read this.

mood

2009-07-05T01:17:00.001+07:00

not in the mood tonight..
all of this is so frustating.
i can't stand it. wish i could run away and gone.

ice age 3

2009-07-04T01:41:00.004+07:00

craving to watch ice age 3, but 3D one..not the usual one..
but unluckily, none of cinemas in Medan play the 3D one..
hmmph..
and Binjai21 also don't play this.. argh..
gonna watch it at sun21..the usual one i mean..

and also i like this song now..i've downloaded it for a while now..
just suddenly i like it today..

Akon - Keep You Much Longer
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

The Tables have Turned
And I’ve Finally Learned
That this is Makin Up for Every Day I was Gone
And that’s Why I’m Concerned
But Now it’s Confirmed
That You Spread Your Wings and Learned to Fly All Alone

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
I Wanna Be With You

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

You’re Always On My Mind
While I’m Racin
While I’m Paper Chasin
You Were There when I said One Day I’d Get Up Out that basement
Playin as My Agent
For You, There’s No Replacement
You Will Always Be My Girl
and You can Hold Me on that Statement

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
Wanna Be With You

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

Baby I Know You
And How We Do
Doin Exactly What I Taught You
Gotta Get that Money First before You Come Spend that Precious Time with Your Boo
And I know I gotta just Take It
Even though it’s Drivin Me Crazy
Always Wanted to See My Girl Make It
Ooh-Yeah

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

(Wish I Could Keep You So Much Longer)

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

maybe because this song fit me in this situation..

I wanna keep someone much much longer, but i know i can't..
i'm just hoping this time, it'll last longer..but i don't know larh..
if it can't last longer, then i'm gonna be so sad cause it'll end one day..
but if it can last longer, i'm so happy to know it.. :)
wish i know it can or can't last longer..

happy birthday dad..

2009-07-02T23:28:00.004+07:00

Happy birthday dad..
hope you always healthy, panjang umurr, ga gitu cepat marah lg..
hahahaha..
oh yea, 1 more..hope our supermarket is in great condition alwayss!

but hey, i remember it!
today is exactly the date i went back from Bali 3 years ago..
hahaha..
how can i remember it again?
because what i remember is, i called my dad at Bali, when we wanted to check out from the hotel..and went to the airport..
hahahaha..
what a memory..

lalalala

2009-07-01T23:32:00.003+07:00

i'm so in the mood for writing todayy!!
hahaha..
but i have nothing to write, as usually..
i just in the mood to write. hahaha..

btw, i gonna go to school tommorow..to buy my books..
so lazzyy..
haiz..

dont judge book from its cover

2009-07-01T01:16:00.003+07:00

when two women are friends, many people think they lesbian.
hug each other and kiss look strange, & make negative thinking from other
I love you and always respect every feeling that u gave to me.
hope you feel that too..
this for women who have a true friend..
p.s: Love each other and don't let its go away

(copied from Jessica Kasayu)

i love those words she write..
she really know that feeling..
all those people who never feel it will think like that, if two women are friends and they're soo close and they hug or kiss or have a lovely nickname for each of them..
many people will think they lesbian..
but the truth is not all of them is a L!
they still do like man..
but they just love their friend so much..

remember the words Don't judge book from its cover?
we have to put this that way too..
we should never judge people a gay or a L just because they hug or kiss or whatever it is..
we should never judge people..before knowing the truth..
even 'if' we know the truth, its their rights and we have nothing to do about it..
cause all of us have the same rights..