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Saturday, May 30, 2009

today i reviewed my math lesson at the course..
hmmm....
i am so pesimist about my math, everyone is pesimist about math i think
i always get red marks for math..
ahahaha..

and after that, i went to Palladium with my cousin..
she wanted to take something from her friend..
and while waiting for her, i bought some dvd's
X-men, Gossip Girl, Fringe..
and i just borrowed nelly's Kyle XY..
hahaha..i hv soo many dvd to watchh..!!
yippiee!!
signing off early tonight, wanna watch Gossip Girl..
=D

waiting is such a boring activity
Friday, May 29, 2009

yeah right..i'm so bored waiting for Silly
i waited for her like 3 hours already..since 8pm and now, almost 11pm
and i make a conclusion myself..that she wont online tonight..
why?
tired maybe?
we just talk a few words this evening.. T_T
but we already know we're gonna be like this though..
since her job become as high as a mountain.. hahaha..
so..i thinkkk..i dont mind she's not online. hahahaha..
cause i know the meaning of tired.. =))

and finally..
i harvested my crops in Farm Town alonneee.. T_T
poor meee..


i still haven't write anything about my exam though..
so here it is..i'll make the list.. haha
Physics : so-so
Biology : i'm not sure
Chem : i'm not sure
English : i'm not sure
Civics : great!
Indonesian : pass 75 (i hope)
math, economy, and sociology i'll write about it on Tuesday..
hahaha..
math is at monday, economy and sociology is at Tuesday so i'll write about it at Tuesday night.
=D

P.S : Can't wait for June 3rd, i'm soo curiouss!
fix
Wednesday, May 27, 2009

if you follow this blog, you'd realized i deleted some part of my post below..
it's just i think i don't like to write too much about it so i deleted it..
hahahaha.. =P

btw, i found this at my sister's blog..

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

i think it's true..because without fights, it'll be so boring.
hahhahaha..

AND..
i just realised that i wrote wrong exam schedule..
tommorow exam is civics and english
in my schedule it is BIOLOGY
hopefully, my friend text me, asking about the materials for english..
and i just **bengong**
and think, "luckily, i haven't study at all.."
wakakaka..
away
Saturday, May 23, 2009

I Go Crazy, Always Crazy
When I Look Into Your Eyes
Always Tryin' Never Lyin'
'Cos I Knew That We'd Be Fine

[Chorus]
And I'm Tryin' To Live Without You
And it's Hard To Achieve When You're Not Here
I Go On But I'm Thinking About You
Everyday, Away

Broken Heart Sale
Stops And Starts And
All This Time On The Telephone
And I Know it's Not Fair But I'll Always Be There
So Tell Me, Are We Better Off Alone? (Noooooooo)

[Chorus 2x]
And I'm Tryin' To Live Without You
And it's Hard To Achieve When You're Not Here
I Go On But I'm Thinking About You
Everyday, Away

Moving On Is Strange When Your Heart's Consumed By These Crazy Times
Taking Chances Over Romances
The Only Thing I Seem To Leave Behind

[Chorus]
And I'm Tryin' To Live Without You
And it's Hard To Achieve When You're Not Here
I Go On But I'm Thinking About You
Everyday, Away
-Jared Lee, Away-

great song..
i dont know why, but i just feel it really fit in me..
someone is away..someone i really miss..
3 days ago i still can go on, but yesterday, i can't
those stupid feelings came back to me..
i cant control it..

ahh..i really must not think about this now..
there's a lot more important things to think beside this..
3 days
Thursday, May 21, 2009

3 days..3 days without someone..
i dont know what i feel anymore..
is it lonely or start getting used to it..
arghh..i dont know..

btw, today i went to TIPTOP for dinner with my cousin..
yummmyyyy!!!
the steak n the cakes..
especially the cakes, the taste is soo homemade..
ahahaha..can't wait to go there againnnnn!!!

my semester exam is gettin closer by the day..
OMG
i still dont understand about physics, math, n chemistry..
although i choose social, but those score can help my other score..
so its also important..

yaiyy!! tommorow i'll have 'kegiatan foto2' at my class..
last day in that class.. gonna miss it..
i sleep like a sleeping beauty there, my friends said that..
i dunno why, i feel soo comfortable there.. plus the boring teachers who is not good at teaching (according to me) make me more sleepy. hahahha..
just another boring day of my life
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

today is as boring as yesterday..
all my lessons at school bore me and my friends so very much..
i fell asleep a few times till one of my friend, who sit in front me said to my seatmate, "ini cekai jessica e kang tiam' khun aja ho?"
he said it when i was asleep, but i still can heard he said that so i directly wake up and kick his chair.. =P
ahahhaha..

so that's me with my sleeping habit at school..
but overall, i think i pass today a lil bit better than yesterday..
i think i can already stop thinking about what happen to XXX..
cause i already know the reason..and it's not like what i'm thinking this whole time..
now i can feel a lil bit free..

can't feel fully free..cause my even semester exam is just 4 days ahead..
and i still don't understand about math and chemistry materials..
too much to learn in just a week..(i already start study for exam materials this week so until next monday it'll be a week)
arghhhhhh!!! i hate examss!!!
truly
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i'm just thinking, didn't people say senior high is the start of someone gettin more mature?
cause i have a friend who act like a kid, like a boss..
he is so 'thien-thien pu ce tao' that's what chinese people say..
in english it's don't wanna know anything.
i hate him sometime, but sometime i dont hate him..
but most of my time, i hate him..
and he is soo noisy too! he often say like ci*** and bla3..
i tell you something, he want to go anywhere by CAR not by other transportations..
so "sok raja"
if someday he has to go someplace by becak, his face will look like shit!!
ahahaa..
enough complaining about that annoying personn..
i don't want my blog to be a place where all annoying person are tell..
hahahhaa

weird
Monday, May 18, 2009

yeah..i have this weird feelings..
which i really hate..
i hate it i hate it and i hate it!!
waiting..
Thursday, May 14, 2009

I wait for you,
anxious to see your face.

I stand and watch,
looking for the first sign of your arrival.

I finally see you,
I take a second look to make sure you're really there.

My pulse races and I crack a smile,
this is what I've been waiting for.

You begin to approach,
you say, "Sorry, I'm late."

I say, "No problem."
But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'


-Jordan Jones-
X-20
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

ga terasa tinggal 1 minggu lagi sekolah..
yang artinya bentar lagi ujian..
haizz..
dan itu artinya juga bentar lagi kami (anak" X-20) smua bklan terpencar..
ipa ips..
jarak antar kelasnya jauh, blok nya beda..kyk sabang ampe merauke..
mungkin kalo yg ambil ipa masi bisa ketemu muka" lama..
tp kalo kyk gw yg ambil ips? belum tentu!
karena tmn"ku yang ambil ips itu dikit..yg gw tau cuma 5 orang..
kacauu..bakalan merana kalo ampe sekelas ga ada seorangpun yg dikenal..
sekarang aja nama" org klsku blm terhafal, uda mau hafal nama orang" baru lagi..

trus ternyata kami baru nyadar kalo kami ga pernah foto rame"
padahal ujian semester udah deket..tinggal 1 minggu lagi..
wakakaka..
jadi tadi pagi mrk bilang, ntar mau foto"
(tapi ntah kapan) huahaha.. =P

what will i miss from my friends in X-20?
1. lunch time..we always have lunch together..
2. the noise..
i think that's all i'm gonna miss from my class..
and i want to enjoy it for the rest of the weeks.. =)
pengalaman
Monday, May 11, 2009

pengalaman..mungkin judul yg palng tepat buat post hari ini.. memang ini pengalaman yg ga boleh kejadian lagi, selain merepotkan juga memalukan.. hhahaha.. =P
gak deh gak memalukan, semua manusia pasti pernah lupa.. karena "lupa" itulah semua terjadi.. huhahaha..
gini, tadi kan ada pelajaran biologi,
sperti biasa, biologi slalu di ruang multimedia,
jadi ya gw kesana lo, rame" sm smua..
pas kesana gw bawa dompet, sama hp..dipegang, bukan dikantongin..
trus wktu ampe sana langsung gw masukin ke laci..
bla3..
trus slesailah biologi..
krn stlh itu ada seni rupa, jadi gw langsung buru2 ambil hp trus balik ke kelas..
nah..ternyata dompetku ktinggalan disana..
wktu di kelas gw masi blm sadar soalnya sibuk ngegambar..
ampe mau pulang, gw liat di tas kok keknya ada yg kurang ya..
trus langsung keinget.. DOMPET!!
barulah kuacak-acak isi tasku..bongkar2 laciku di kls juga ga ada..
trus baru keingat keknya tadi ke biologi ada bawa dompet deh,
krn ada tmnku yg uda jalan di dpn, jd dia lgsg kusuruh ke biologi..
rupanya dia pun lambat" soalnya lg ngobrol sm tmnnya..
jadi gw langsung lari" gitu, tah nabrak sapa juga uda ga tau lg..
ampe di biologi, rupanya uda dikunci, pas ada CS lwt, dia blg kunci ruangannya di kantor kepsek,..
males lah kesana lagi..
rupanya slh 1 jendelanya ada yg ga terkunci, gw ngintip dl ada ga dompetnya,
rupanya adaa!!!
jadi gw langsung buka jendela itu,
buat buka jendela dpnnya..pas bgt tmpt ddk gw di dpnnya..
bgtu terbuka, gw lgsg kasih termos ke angel n suru dia pegangin jendelanya..
akhirnya dapat juga itu dompet..
hahaha..kalo ilang mah tinggal say goodbye ajah sama iPod.. (lagi nabung)
ahahahhaa..
**anehnya, knp gw ambil hp tp ga ambil dompet? padahal dompet, hp sama" di laci..
sebelahan pula letaknya.. weirddd!**

pelajaran hari ini :
1. INGAT PERIKSA LACI SEBELUM BALIK KE KELAS
2. JANGAN KBNYKAN KETAWA DI BIOLOGI (soalnya baru hari ini kek gitu, pas td gw ketawa terus disana, coincidence?)


P.S : Love you.. i don't need to say who.. that person will know it..
Sunday, May 10, 2009

Can you imagine when there's no more "us"?
i even can't get a picture when it happen..
but i surely know a few things if it happen..
1. it's heart breaking
2. maybe it can make me like a girl in disguise
i never want it to happen, so can we always be "us" ? =)

it never end
Saturday, May 9, 2009

capeekkk..kenyangg..
capek & kenyang..campur adukk..
malem ini barusan gw ke mdn.. makannnnnn..sm cc n spupu2 gw..
ga biasanya sih malem ke mdn, tp berhubung krn spupu gw dr jkt lagi di mdn,jadi apa salahnya skali2? hahhaa..
tadi kita ke Tong's..
kan spupu gw yg dr jkt itu nyusul datengnya, trus pas nyampe, dia lgsg bilang..
"kmren gw baru dari sini"
**GUBRAKK**
tapi ya kami juga yg salah, ga nanyain dulu dia uda kesana atau belum..
hahaha..jadi diputuskan, yg udah pesan makanan, dimakan aja..
yg belum cuma pesan minum..
ntar pindah restoran lagi..pindah ke cemaraa uii..
hahhaa..

sampe di cemara, kita makan di New Island, oke sih..
tp menurut gw yg paling oke itu ikan aji-aji panggangnya.. yg laennya mah biasa doank..
hahhaa..
(tik tok tik tok)
selesai makan, kita lanjut ke vihara..rameennyyyaaaa..
tp mengingat ini waisak jadi ga heran deh..
ternyata di vihara juga lagi ada acara, bazaar gitu kaenya..
trus rada ujan juga..jadi kita cuma bw spupu gw itu liat2 aja..
trus kita balik dehh.. hahahaa..
perjalanan selesai, kita nganter mrk pulang smua..
huahaha..

P.S : I'm just thinking, are we doing ok? coz it seems like we're not..
-
Thursday, May 7, 2009

yah..hari ini malem banget br update blog..
baru dapet giliran malem gini seh..
hahaha..

ga ada sih yang bisa diceritain hari ini,
cuma bs cerita kalo malem ini di rumah lagi ada acara, makan2..
itu doank..
tp tadi siang, iseng2 ga ada kerjaan gw foto menu lunch gw hari ini..
haha..ini dia
Chicken Gordon Bleu & Es buah..
nicee.. =D

ngantukk..
bsk baru lanjutin update lagi ah..
nitee.. =)
the secret of my name
Tuesday, May 5, 2009

J : Kuat cemburu.
E : Anda seorang yang menarik.
S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.
C : Anda ada kelebihan, jangan malu mempamerkannya.
A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.
O : Seorang berfikiran terbuka.
V : Fizikal dan rupa paras anda baik sekali.
I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.
A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.

S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
I : Selalu tersenyum dan membuat orang lain tersenyum.
S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
W : Anda suka menyendiri.
A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.
N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.
T : Anda memiliki sikap canggih, amat canggih.
O : Seorang berfikiran terbuka.

yg paling ngefit itu yang A, W, J..
haha..
woww
Monday, May 4, 2009

The Show - Lenka
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back


why is that song just fit me?
but i dont want my money back of course..
that is the only part which isn't fit..
May 3rd = bad day
Sunday, May 3, 2009

i can't write the real reason why today is a bad day for me..
for sure is i think today is my bad day..
cause everything bad just seem happen on me today..

P.S : i definitely know you'll read this tommorow or the next day after..
but i really can't do what you think is the best for me..
you just need to know, if you want it, i'll do it..
but if you don't want it, i won't do it..
backkk
Saturday, May 2, 2009

yahh..udah bbrp hari ga nulis disini..
rasanya banyak yg perlu ditulis..
hahha..
so..kmren malem gw br balik dr sing..
ga puas bgt!!! cuma 3 hari doankkkk..sebenarnya 3 hari pasti cukup kalo cm jj..
tp 3 hari ku itu dikurangi 2 hari buat temenin mami ke mount e..jadi super ga cukupp.. T_T

--hari 1--
nyampe sg skitar jam 11..jam 11.30an br keluar dari airportnya..
keluar dr airport lgsg naek taxi taroh koper..di rumah apho..
jam 12an lgsg naek taxi lg ke pandan gardenn..sktr 1/2 jam gitu disana trus naek taxi lg ke mount e..
{dimulailah penantian yg sangat lama di waiting room dktrnya mami}
keknya kalo gw ceritain ampe detailnya, ini post pst jd panjanngggg bgt..
jd yg penting2 aja deh..
pokoknya hari 1 jam jam 6an br kelar smuanya..
jam 7an br nyampe lg di rumah apho..makan bentar, trus nunggu mami tunjukin mana kamar mandinya..
jam 8an gw uda keluar lg..bukan sm mami, tp sama DIA...
kita ke parkway..naek bus (yg ternyata enak jg)
dan ribut siapa yg duduk siapa yg berdiri..
yg akhirnya dimenangkan oleh Jessica Novia Siswanto.. hahha..
ampe sana temenin dia makan trus jj bentar..
pulangnya naek bus lg.. hahhaa..kumat naek bus..
skitar jam 9.30an hmpr jam 10 mgkn br nyampe rumah..
dan kebingungan cari tempat buat cas hp, uda gawat darurat soalnya.. hhaha

--hari 2--
hari 2 dimulai dengan gw yg gak bs tidur..yg jam 1 pagi uda bangun (1 pagi sing artinya 12 mlm indo)
dr 1 pagi ampe 6 pagi cuma tidur2 ayam.. wakakka..
sktr jam 8.30 udah keluar dari rumah..ke mount e..
ampe sktr jam 10an gitu..trus ke rumah aco..
makan nasi ayam yg super enak sekaleee..
nasinya ga pake ayam aja udah enak.. =S
trus soupnya paling mantep.. hahaha
siap dr tmpt aco, ke paragon..ampe jam 5an gitu..
trus ke bugis bentar..
ampe malemnya ke pandan garden lg..
akhrnya br pulang jam 9an.. capeee..
Baru malam itu bs tidur nyenyakk.. haha

--hari 3--
emank hari ke 3 gw bangun jam 8, tp ngantuk lg, jadi ketifuran ampe jam 10..
padahal rencana jam 10 mau ke rumahnya kk..akhrnya ga jd..
hahhaa..
hmpr jam 11 naek mrt ampe city hall, temenin mami beli sepatu..
trus tungguin kk di mrt station novena..
setelah ituuu.. VIVOOO!!
wakkaa..shopping paradise..baru bisa shopping puas disana..
ampe jam 3an gitu kmi pulang, naek mrt..jauh bgt..
uda gitu ga dpt duduk, dpt berdiri aja..
ampe rumah lgsg packing lg trus ke airport..
disana jj lg bentar..capek jg..

ga lama uda mau boarding..
argh..males pulang, males skolah, males belajar, males bangun pagi2..

sekian cerita hari ini
karena tangaku pegel ketik keyboard komputer..
kenapa pegel? karena uda terbiasa pake laptop.
wkakkaa..