=)
Monday, October 26, 2009
exactly 1 month to 26th November eh?
just realized it this morning..
hahahah..its a special day for someone who is soo special for me..
Love youu.. And miss you too..
:)
tell ya what,
TOMMOROW IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM!
YEAHHH!!
I can smell freedom now, not clearly but i can smell it.. wkkkk.....
I really lazy to go to school after exam over..really wish for a long long holiday..
and i am hoping for a trip soon!
really really need it..
can't take this 'missing someone' feeling any longerrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ :(
:)
Thursday, October 22, 2009
i am truly a Gossip Girl addict!
I love everything about it, the cast, its soundtrack, evrythin' !
but I love CHAIR (Chuck & Blair) the most!
Really wish one day I can go to Upper East Side, meet Chuck or Blair maybe?
Stupid wish! hahahahhaha...
can't wait to hang out with my besties t'mrw!
I have nothing else to write anymore,
I just miss my babe so much..
and i'm happy to know that she miss me too.. :)
my childhood
Sunday, October 18, 2009
i just got my childhood pictures that I gave to my cousin to scan..its cutteeeeeee...
i already edited it..
so here it is!
I'm cute, right? LOLI really like this picture, now i am looking forward to comments about this pic from babe. ahahahahhahaaha.. :P
Btw, accounting exam tomorrow..
haiss..exam coming again, i'm so not ready for exam!
pasrahhh for accounting!
P.S : Jangan kumat lagi..
new email fully active!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
finally it's done...
i have changed all my emails to a new one.. (read yesterday's post)
including msn..new yahoo email is coming on the way. hehehehehe..
i can't tell everyone why i change my email, just a few people know it..
hiehehehehe..
and i already ask babe shoud i re-add them again or not..and her answer is NO!
hahhahaha..i like your answer, babe...really really like it..
late already..need rest now..
G'nite.. and c'ya..!
P.S : LYL babe!
my email sucks!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i changed my email.. it's sucks..
the_je7@hotmail.com is not sucks, but i can easily forget if my email is different for every account i had.. so i changed all of it, changed it to jess__jess@live.com
for now, i already change my twitter and blog email, facebook and msn will be change too ASAP!
my email that really sucks is my yahoo and msn email, j_baby_queenz@live.com
sucks! it's just make me remember them, the 2 shitty bitch! haahahahaha...
i am just thinking, if i change my msn, should i re-add them, the shitty bitches???????
damn confused!
I need your advice, babee..
P.S : What am I without you? Just a piece of ash i think..
Love You Lots
Monday, October 12, 2009
i want to tell you a story about my class today..
today my class make 2 teachers mad at us.. 1 is the math teacher, mr.hendri jaya
and another one is our Step Ahead (English) teacher, Mr.wong
but the one I really amazed with is when Evory reply what hendri jaya said to us.. Mantapppp!
she said, "Jangan mentang2 bapak itu guru jadi sok kali ya" OMG! COOL!
if someone ask me to talk like that to a teacher, i'm not sure i have the courage..but if I really2 hate the teacher, I'm sure I will say itt!
but..as usually, she always keep me on track.....
she told me not to follow them, ga bole ikutan.........
and i promised her i won't do it..
even if she didn't told me not to, i think i won't do it if the teacher not pissed me off first..
but now after i promised, i won't do it even if the teacher pissed me off first..just remain silent..
this is for you,
I feel lucky cause I found you,
feel happy too cause I love you
and i know you can't stay be there, by my side everytime I need you..
Cause we are human..we have personal problems..
but now, I really really want to understand you more..
Help me to understand...i don't want any misunderstanding because of my bad temper emotion again...
But you have to believe, that i am trying to change my bad tempered emotion to the lowest level..for you.....
I'm sorry if i ever did you wrong.. And Thanks for always keeping me on track.. :)
I Love You, my silly girl.... (haven't heard those 3 words from you in a long time)
P.S : this is just some words from me to show how happy i am that i have you & love you in my life... o.o
sweet meaning.. :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i just know why we wear our wedding ring on the fourth finger..
i can't explain why here..
but all of you can see it in my facebook..i posted it already..
all i can say is..it's just so sweet.. i've try it too though.. hehehehe
btw, i had my lunch today @sushitei, my fave restaurant (for japanese food of course)
and order my super delicious baby octopus..miss it so much!
eheheheh...
and then, sushitei's ocha is the bestt!!
P.S : whats minnie without mickey..whats tigger without pooh, whats patrick without spongebob, whats me without you ♥
today day dayy............
Thursday, October 8, 2009
today's most do activities : eat & daydreaming..
today's most played song : If you loved me for me - barbie & funhouse - p!nk
today's most played games : Cafe world
today's most annoying event : Speedy lag, on-off all the time
today's most person i think about : H _ _ _ Y a.k.a _ A _ E
today's activity that I canceled : My afternoon run (it's raining, how can i run?)
that's all about today.. hahahhahaa...
suddenly i feel maybe it's fun doing that today thing, besides it's more complete if I make it like that rather than I write them in words.. LOL
I really" feel no good at all, since............
I choose to be quiet at school, less talking, and just talk when it's needed...
think a lot, day dream..
what an stupid activity...but all I can do is just that, quiet, think a lot, and day dreaming.. :(
and...does listening to iPod count? if it's count then there's 4 of them..
hehe..
today i learn to MANdi senDIRI , i go home alone by damri, stop @binjai, then continue my little journey to go home by angkot ..
haisss....got me 1 1/2 hours from medan to my houseee....pretty much tiring....!
P.S : You say your love is true, well..i hope that it will be.. But i'd be more sure if I know that you loved me for me.. not anyone else...
broken hope..
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
i know i am a bad tempered person
i know i am lazy
and i know maybe i am not worthy enough to care about you..
but i want to know what i don't know..can you tell me?
cause i can tell you what you don't know about me
~ remember when someone else chatted with you using my phone?
i was jealous at that time
~ remember everytime when i am online but don't call you?
i was just testing you, i want to know are you care about me or not
and there is so much more but i don't remember it all..
but i really do want to know do you care about me or not.. will you tell me?
it's not important , what important now is i really need someone now...
P.S : I feel..empty.
...
Saturday, October 3, 2009
it is 1:36 am in the morning and i haven't sleep yet,,
hahahaha..
maybe i'm kind of 'kemarok' because now on i can access internet unlimited.. hehehehe..
and as you all know, i'm a gamer right? so now you know what i'm doing?
*********
that's right..playing games. haahhahaha.. :))
and watching Prison Break..
I just start watching it yesterday night and now i already watch until the 5th episode..
hahahhaa.. i watch it cause i'm curious..
Babe, Miss Yenny, Tris tell me it is ho khuaa..
hahaha..
well i think it's true..
it need brain to watch this movie..cause it's complicated @.@
Audrey already back to Jakarta, gonna miss her leh...my sweet little niece..
come back here again yaa.. You still have your 'suster or ayi etekk' here lorr..
hehehehehe...
P.S : Why do you and her are a lot alike? I am just saying, not trying to compare you and her.. And believe me, i love you.. :)
helloooo Octoberr!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
It's dayyssss after my last post heree...and i miss writing here.. hahahahhaha
well, some of my activity are changing now..
now i have so a lot of free time, cause i don't continue my ielts tuition anymore..
and i'm thinking to buy a BB this week..can't hold it any longerr!!
and of course, i still want to learn driving..but i haven't register in any of the driving courses..
it's still the 1st of october..and i have a whole month to learn.. LOL
i spent the last week of September hanging out with Audrey..and her mommy n daddy..
but, they will be back to Jakarta tomorrow..
GONNA MISS THEM!
can't wait to go to Jakarta again n see them..
hahahahhaa..they are still in Medan now and i already think to visit them in Jakarta? LMAO
well, i have nothing to write anymore..
c ya..!
P.S : I want it because i want to chat with you with no battery or connection problem....... Miss yu..
