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craving for BB!
Monday, August 31, 2009

right here right now i am so in love with bb Jave, stylish, small, yet so thin.
hahahhahaa..
i really really want it badly..
tommorow is the first day of September, means my uang jajan will come out, gonna save half of it to buy bb..forget portable hard disk, bb is more important. ahahaha..

and then, i just have the time today to upload a new profile picture for my facebook..
and also i want to share some pictures here, about a teddy bear i really want to buy for someone, which i hope she like it..


how is it? cute right? i really like its clothes, it's knitted..
later when i think my savings are enough, i'll buy it..i hope that cute bear is still there when i had enough savings.. **i'm crossing my finger so tight**

btw, today is marissa & christie's last tuition..
marissa will leave for taiwan at the second of September..
gonna miss you both..ielts tuition will be so BORING without you two, guys..
hiksss.. T_T
christie still in Medan, but she is not continuing her tuition, since she got 6 for ielts..
hahahaha,,,

P.S : I can't wait for you to come home!
edited
Sunday, August 30, 2009

i got a critic from babe, she said this post is not intersting coz it just contain nothing2.. (i wrote that nothing post yesterday, it passed 12am already)
hahaha..
so i edit it, replacing it with a new one.
today i go to surya, with my sist and kekel..
and guess who i met there?
hmph..i don't wanna tell their name here..
i hate to see them!
and after that go to Klinik Kusuma to do some facial..
too many pimples on my face..and it hurts like hell when it got cleaned!
and i cry uselessly cause it hurt so much.. hahahhahaa....
now there is still something red, the pimples marks..
can't wait for it to dissapearr..

and btw, let me tell you a bit of yesterday night story..
i slept at almost 4 a.m last night..my sist too.
but she wake up earlier than me, i wake up at 1 p.m today. hahahahahaha
what are we doing? chatting in Yahoo and Msn all night long,
but we're chatting with different persons, not the same..
even we planed to sahur, because we was hungry in the middle of the night.
but at the end, we did not do it..
overslept.. LOL

P.S : no matter what, i will always love u.. ( look like a song isn't it? )
For you, i will
Saturday, August 29, 2009

I am crazy for Tata young's song - For You I Will
it's quite an old songs buttt..
it is a Super duper great song! I really heart this song!!
The lyric is so..hmmm..beautiful? or romantic?
i don't know, but i love it.. hahahaha
so here's the lyrics, you decide how is the lyric..

For You I Will
When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, mmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything


soo how is it? i think it's amazing! LMAO!
hehhehee....if you want to listen to it, just wait for a few sec..it is the first song on my playlist..

now i am playing Roller Coaster Kingdom..have to chase silly's scoree..
she left me wayyyy behindd...
haisssss...
btw, no webcam chat today.. i arrive at home too late..
i arrive when she wanted to offline. Haisss... so no webcam tonight..
hope there will be webcam-ing tommorow.. LMAO

anyway, my sister always complaint when i charge my ipod using her laptop..
so i bought my ipod's charger this evening..
went to iPlug wit Kekel..
it is damnn expensiveee!!!! make me lose half of my pocket money for a month! **ssighhhh**
why does all apple's product always expensive like hell?!
but hey, i do interested with Macbook Air. aahhaha..so thin n cool! Love it!

P.S : No more bad mood pliss!
nice, warm, and caring
Thursday, August 27, 2009

The nicest person i know is my silly..
hahaha..i want to write another nickname for her, but if she read this, she will ngambekk... huahahahaa
back to the topic, she is warm, nice, caring, funny, patient, sometimes moody..
but she is the nicest and bestest person i know..
i can't tell the other reasons why i said like that..but she already know the reason.. :)

hmmm..my mood today is so good! because of you girl..
my day is full with youu! I can't wait for you to come back to Medann....another lunch @sushitei will be best! hehehehe..

You forbid me to drink teh botol..you said that it is racunn...
well, okk..i'll stop.. "daripada dimarahin sama cewe baju ijo yg lagi webcam sm w ini"
Ijo..kuning.. Ijo kekuning-kuningan! wkwkwkw..i'll never forget that..

and i already know my exam results, quite good..with the average score 7..
good is it? hehehehe

P.S : I want you always in my life....
ielts ielts
Wednesday, August 26, 2009

today's ielts tuition is so amazing! had a lot of fun today!
esp when the teacher is not Frank, but Bruce.. hahahaha
I hope Bruce will continue teach us even if Frank already back from Aussie!!

but i also feel so terrible today..
because of the behaviour of someone..that pissed me off!
i just do not get it! why does that people act like that??
make me feel so terrible all morning, to think about it..

Well, i lent my sist hard disk to Marissa, and she said that the hard disk contain so very much virus! LMAO!!
sorry marrr....never scan that thing..
already contain too much things, until i felt so lazy to scan it.. ROFLMAO! :p

P.S : I'm sorry girl..i'm apologizing to you..on her behalf.. :(
komputer dodol!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009

damn this computer..
suddenly my mozilla can not open facebook (it can but nothing appear on the page)
my flash player is not working!
my internet explorer is freaky' stupid!
i think this is my stupidest computer
even school's computer is wayy much better than this!!
ARGH!
will take it to be fix tommorow or the next day after..
now i am using my sist laptop..
playing games! it's much more fun using laptop than computer..
i start thinking to buy 1.. buttt..later!! not now..
now, Hard disk portable! I save my money to buy itt ASAP!
LOL

P.S : Missing you, babe!!
the new maid on house
Monday, August 24, 2009

I am the new maid on my house..
zzzzzzzzzz..
my maid quitted a few days ago..and make me, as the new maid..
wake up early in the morning, then unlock all doors..
go to bath, then cook some breakfast..
and when i back home at night, have to wash the dishes including my termos
omg!
can't take this if this happen everyday...
huaaaaaaaa...
but i think this is good for me..i can learn how to be a responsible person..
hehehhe..

recently, i am addicted to Andre Hehanusa's song - Karena Kutahu Engkau Begitu..
Thx to Jessica Kasayu.. you remind me of that song. hahhahahhaa...
great song! simple yet beautiful!!!

I forgot to update my blog yesterday. Sorry love!

P.S : I you so much.. We are ONE..and will always be ONE..
**sigh**
Saturday, August 22, 2009

now i'm waiting for silly.....
i don't know will she show up or not..
i remember clearly that i have told her to online tonight..
but why she has not show up until now?
**sighh**

btw, tonight, is giselle's birthday dinner..
held in her house, and we eat mee and fried rice..
Yummy!
now what i am doing is create a new music playlist for my blog.
hehehe..
just wait and see..
all my favourite songs. hahahhaa

and i also finished watching witch yoo hee.. next please!
hmm..happy ending but the ending is they just hugging at the airport..
i expect the ending is they married. LOL

P.S : Miss you like crazy!
you can say whatever you like to them, but i have someone who trust me a lot more than them. PITTY YOU!
Friday, August 21, 2009

well well well...
like the title,
you can say whatever you like to them, but i have someone who trust me a lot more than them. so pitty you.
you say everything so they change what they think about me, i do not care. i never care
so good luck..try to make them believe you, ok?
if they believe you, congratulations then..you have successfully win. haha..
but you know what? I DO NOT CARE..
all this time i just can not see what an back stabber you are.
you see? some people just do not care what people say about them, one of them is ME.

with just that someone believe me, it is enough for me.
right, silly?

that's it. i don't want to talk about any back stabber anymore..
forget it! Hahaha.....
smile always, like what i always said to silly....i have to do that too..
**smile always** **smile always** **smile always**

I am so happy tonight, i see silly's msn online.. i miss my silly!
and silly said that she miss me too!
phew..i almost passed this week without her. i dont want it to be like that..
i want my day always with her..but just weekend is ok..no problemo hon!
you're working and i must understand. hehehehe..

P.S : Now i know, i miss you not because i am getting used to chat with you everyday, but i miss you because i love you, no matter what..
oh nooo
Thursday, August 20, 2009

so, post hari ini bakal diawali dgn kejadian kemaren yg super parah..
1. kmren wkt pulang skolah, kan naek damri, nyampe binje mau ke rumah kekel, tau2 lagi jalan, malah diserempet becak..untungnya gpp,,cuma lecet dikit..termosku yg jadi tumbal. kena ketok becaknya.. dimana-mana ada kejadian apapun tetap termosku yg melindungi..makasih termos tercinta..ga jadi kuganti deh kamu!! hehehe
2. waktu mau pulang naek damri, lupa ngabarin orang rumah.. Akibatnya?
dicariin serumah
3. rencananya jam 5an mau pulang, tapi ternyata? ujan! ga bs pulang. terpaksa nunggu dijemput di rumah kekel

and hari ini LIBUR udah dimulai! tapi, tetap harus ke medan..conversation class menanti..
ahh..malasnyaa...
tp gpp deh, mengingat ini minggu2 terakhir christie n marissa di learning minds..
jadi harus dtg, supaya masi bs foto2..
rencananya sih bsk mau mulai foto2..buat kenang2an.. wakakaka...
well, chris n marissa,,do not forget me when you guys already go to TW n Sing..alrite?? :D

kenapa post hari ini ga pake inggris?
alasannya,, males! lagi ga mood aja nulis b.inggris..
lagi pengen ngomong b.indo, secara baru aja 17 agustus.. (lebay! sok bangga sm indo, padahal disuruh upacara aja uda males banget. LOL)

mood nulis gua lagi kambuh hari ini..
Giselle bentar lg birthday..24 agustus! ga terasa umur ponakan gua udah 3 taon! bahkan kknya udah SD kelas 1..
merasa tua?? Kayanya ga deh..secara masi blm genap 16 taon, masi muda! LOL
yg sekarang diributkan tuh..CAKENYA GISELLE MAU GAMBAR APA?
1. Dora
2. Ben10 (ga banget! tapi anaknya suka)
3. Chibi Maruko Chan (kaga tau orang bakerynya bisa buat ga)
4. Doraemon
kalo menurut gua sih chibi maruko chan..soalnya mirip banget sm dia,, hahahha

and kemaren, gua take 1 quiz di facebook, judulnya "Huruf depan nama orang yg kamu sayang"
and guess what? Resultnya "H"
kok bs kebetulan gitu? waktu ngisi itu quiz emank lagi mikirin someone yg inisial namanya "H"
well, sayangnya setelah diteliti..quiznya cm punya 2 result, S ama H, ga ada J..
padahal, asli gw pengen bgt tau resultnya dia apa..tapi berhubung ga ada J yah mau gimana lg..
haizz..

and as always,
P.S : i think i can survive just talk with you in weekends..but sometimes, i just miss you a lot.
hhhhmmm.....
Monday, August 17, 2009

aku senang
aku bahagia
aku CINTA dia!
yeahh..

I don't want to write that 3 sentence in english. why?
because i do not want to destroy the feeling in those sentences..
hehehe..
and it is the way i feel..
i love, i am happy because of her (**secret**)
btw, i am so in the mood for study because of it!
thank you so much to you babe..

i can not update my blog since 2 days ago..i don't have the time. LOL
why? because our friends from jakarta came to Medan..
they are, peCUN, ko wandy, and WeeDee..
butt..wd already on his way home tonight..takecare om.. =))
cun & ko wandy still here..they will be home tommorow night..
hell a lot of fun while they are here..
we spent soo much time eating and just eatingg!
we have gone to Ondo (must!), MW, Tau kua he ci, sun plaza, Irian (a must for people who live far away), Babura..
and today, we went to Namukur.. Main airrrr
because we sure that in Jakarta, there are no CLEAN river! hahaha..
Namukur river is not that clean, but it is much better than in Jakarta. LOL
and their comment is : Seru jg yah...
hahaha,,,

well, this is it..this is what i can write today..
to be continue tommorow..
c ya..

P.S : Without you = I am no one
3 words
Friday, August 14, 2009

JUST 3 WORDS
CONFUSING YET FRUSTATING!
it's not my exam but it's something else..something that mean so much to me.

P.S : it's not used to be like this.
stupid computer!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i need iTunes and flash player to work in my computer
but it turns out to be, both of them do not work well in this stupid computer
i don't know what is wrong with this..
i already take this computer 3 or 4 times to be fixed
and it just broke down every time i bring it home..
WEIRD?
DAMN!

P.S : I love you fullll.... lol
♥♥♥ everything about yesterday
Tuesday, August 11, 2009

yayayaya.. I ♥ everything about yesterdayy..
finally yesterday we can have a long talkk..
and of course a little bit of arguing..
hahahaa
no arguing = no fun rite??
LOL
yesterday i miss her pretty badly though..so i felt so happy when i saw her msn online.
hahahaha

then let's talk about my exam..
hmmmmm......it's not that bad...
not that good too..
so it's in the middle, sedang2 saja! LOLZ
my exam yesterday is sociology, and today is civics and english
i think i did well in english...
oh grammar don't make me get red marks againnn!! I beg youuuuuuuu
then about sociology and civis it is just so-so..i can not say that i did it well, all i can say is that i have tried my best...


P.S : no one like you, babe.......you're the best!
study vs play
Sunday, August 9, 2009

study vs play
which one win?
i bet it is play..all teen is like that..
hahaha..
my exam will start tommorow, sociology..
but i haven't learn anything until now..
i don't know what to learn. haha
instead of study, i rather online. LOL
yesterday, me and my family are karaoke-ing at my house..
hahaha..it was so much fun last nightt!!!

For my brother n my babe in sg, happy 1 day holidayy..
it's singapore independence day tommorow..

P.S : I'm not ready for tommorow's exam!
WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU!
plurk
Saturday, August 8, 2009

First Friendster, then Facebook, after that Twitter, and now Plurk!
yeahh..i just signed up on Plurk..
still a lil bit confused but i think it's kinda fun..
hehehe..
Facebook games is kinda boring now..i used to love facebook games, but now i'm boreed!!
twitting and plurking is my new activity..
but of course, fb game is still on..

exam getting closerr noww..
**hv to study seriously**
**hv to get good marks for english, math, and accounting** ^v^
LOL
i'll try my best.. **FIGHT!!**

tonight i have my dinner @sushitei..my favourite place
i love sushi very much, esp Baby Octopus..it's my must have dish at sushitei
hahahaha..
went there with parasite, my big sis, and my cousin..
today i go to Sun Plaza twice..
first to go to Telkomsel n iPlug (before my conversation class)
and the second is sushitei.. (after my conversation class)
hehehehe..

P.S : Still down. hope you'll show up tommorow.
SPEEDY = SLOWY!
Thursday, August 6, 2009

Speedy means slowy. yep!
today speedy is so slow..very slow.
i even can't open my farmville since yesterday..
i am so curious about what happen to my crops..
argh!

and i don't know what happen..i have just bad mood because of sumthing..
i don't wanna describe it here
why? it's just i feel i don't have any good mood at all..not just today, it's this whole week!
can someone tell me what happen to me?
am i infected by kangen-ing virus?? am i????
exam getting closer..i have to destroy this moody side of mine, or i can not study anything for exam..

btw, math is not that bad,,i am starting to understand it..
it's so simple, why i can not understand it earlier??
hahaha..thanks to Bu Lamria, i can understand it! hehe
why must Pak Hendri teach us math? why not Bu Lamria??
hmmmppphhh -.-

P.S : Down because of somebody out there.
i miss my blogg!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009

howdie there bloggg!!
how are yoouuu??
i did not update my blog since 2 days ago..
hahaha..busy with the new thing!
so excitedd..
hehehee

btw, i am so stressed out!!
after take my computer to the 'bengkel' , it is still broken..
even now it became slower than before..
damn!!
i'll take it back tommorow!!
well, fix that!!
i want my computers as good as before! (without the virus of course)
how come i can't install iTunes?
i really need that iTunes pals..really2 need it..

mommy's home.
gotta go now.
byee

P.S : I miss you
trying to be more diligent and activee..
Sunday, August 2, 2009

yeah..i'm trying to..trying to be more diligent..
you don't like lazy people rite?
i know sometimes i can be very lazy..and i know these days i am soo lazy at school..
and it's kinda make you 'no comment'
i want you to 'comment' so i will try to leave out my sleeping habit at school..
i know if i can leave it out, you'll 'comment' me..
hehehe..
babe, i am so yours! i don't know why i say it suddenly..
but i just know that i am so yours!
i really don't know what i can do without you by my side..

hmm..i think i'm gonna offline now..
wanna watch 17 again and then gonna pack it and send it tommorow..
so i must finish it tonight! hehehe

P.S : Loving & missing you soo muchh..
running out of something...but i'm trying so hard to earn it again...

yeahh..monday will come in 2 daysss..
can't wait..
my big sis will be home on monday, but she's not what i'm waiting for..
i'm waiting for something that she bring home with herr..
hahahahaha..
can't waittttttttt anymoreee..

you know what?
my computer is the home of trojan and all the viruses..
stupid computerr..
now i'm not surprised why my cellphone and flashdisk were infected by viruses..
this computer is whyy..
argghh..
i'll format this computer..soon! but not now..
cause i don't have the space to copy all my mp3's and my pictures here..
hehehehe..

now i'm so busy doing something..for herr..
and it's kinda make me happy.. hehehehe..
late already..
and this computer is also protected already by AVG antivirus..no worries now..
hahahahhaa
now i can offline peacefully.. lol

P.S : hahahahaha.. heyy..why didn't you answer my call???
online onlinee..online onlineee....
Saturday, August 1, 2009

This is a funny song,,with a funny clip too..
Title : Online



siang malam ku selalu
menatap layar terpaku
untuk on line on line
on line on line
jari dan keyboard beradu
pasang earphone dengar lagu
aku on line online
on line on line

tidur telat bangun pagi pagi
nyalain komputer online lagi
bukan mau ngetik kerjaan
e-mail tugas diserahkan

tapi malah buka facebook
padahal face masih ngantuk
beler kayak orang mabuk
pala naik turun ngangguk-ngangguk

sambil ngedownload empitri
colok i pod usb kiri
ngecekin postingan forum
apa ada balesannye? belum

biar belum sikat gigi belum mandi
tapi kalo belum on line paling anti
liat friendster myspace, youtube
me and him, everybody you too

nah udah mandi siap berangkat
langsung cabut takut terlambat
tak lupa flash disk gantung di leher
malah lupa sepatu jadi nyeker

flashdisk isinya bokep atau lagu
kalau ada kerjaanpun gue ragu
kalo emang berani coba pada ngaku
cek isi foldernya satu satu

di kantor online pakai proxy
walau diblok server bisa dilolosi
namanya udah ketagihan internet
produktifitaspun kepepet

jam kerja malah chatting ym
ngobrol online sama ehehem
atasan lewat langsung klik data
pura pura kerja di depan mata

makan siangpun aku cari sinyal wifi
mengapa ku kecanduan oh why why
kadang terasa bagai tak berdaya
ingin ku berubah.. eh ada e-mail dah dulu ya

cek e-mail spam semua
email benerannya cuma dua
yang satu email lama
yang satu forwardan yang sama

ngarep komentar buka friendster
loading, gue tinggal beser
pas balik ngecek komputer kok lagi maintenance server

ya udah download lagu
bajakan gratis gak pake ragu
saykoji satu album
setengah jam bisa rampung

sore sore bosen hambar
ide nakal cari cari gambar
download video dengan sabar
ketahuan pacar digampar



Haahhahahaa..Audrey is so into this songg..
btw, i just cut my hair today..@johnny andrean..
don't know where to cut..so i choose johnny..quite nice though..not bad lah..
and tommorow i have a meeting at school..and accounting lesson..preparing for exam..
aahhhh..i can relax this weekendd..too much activityy..


P.S : Girl, i miss you so..but i'm too afraid to call you..