blogging blogging
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i just love blogging so much..
can't stay away from writing these dayss..
oh no..am i infected by the blogging virus?
i think i am..
thx babe, i don't wanna be stupid and i know i'm not her doll..
you've made me realised that i must have the guts to say no..
if i still don't have the guts, i'm a big loser..a stupid girl..
we don't talk much these days, but i understand now that you have another someone, you won't have that much time for me like you used to anymore..
but with us talking today, make me realised that you're so happy..
i always wanted you to be happy..
so keep smiling girl.. be happy :)
tired tired tiredd
Sunday, June 28, 2009
omg..i'm so tired..just back from brastagi..
a lot of fun there..
quality time with cousins n siblings..
btw, i went there with my neighbours but i spent most of my time goin out with my cousins..
hahaha..
and hey, my wrist is still hurt too! damn Gelegar..
the part i love the most is when we have to sleep at nite..
we must 'susun gembung' so we all can fit in 1 bedroom.. haha..
1 matress for 4 people..so warmm..
but when we turned, we hit someone, like my cousin, sylvia..
turn left, hit me..right, hit my sister..
ahahhaa..
recently, i just love blogging so muchh..i don't know why..
maybe because here, i can tell all my story when i have no one to share my story with
and my blog won't say, i'm not in the mood to hear your stories..
hahahaa..
day trip
Saturday, June 27, 2009
i have my one day trip with my siblings, and cousins..
quite fun..
took a lot of pict..
we left house at around 8 and arrived at Brastagi at 10.30
directly went to mikie holiday..
but unfortunately, not all of their games are ready to play..
they have to run some regular check and clean up..
haiz..
at around 12, we went to Eropah to have lunch there..
delicious food they serve..esp Bistik ayam!
and the next destination is : Hillpark!
we can't play a lot of games there, but there we can take so a lot of pict..
hahhaa..
but hey, their 4D ride is so cool..
cool for sumatera i mean..of course 4D ride at Sentosa island is better..
hahhaa..
btw, i tried 'Gelegar' today..
omg..cool..
a little bit nerveous at first..
but my wrist is hurt because of it..
they like 'banting2' me..
oh no..
hahaha..
at 4 sth, we went back to medan and headed to my store..
after my parents finished all their work, we headed to MR chinese restaurant to have dinner..
and my cousin, Sylvia joined us..
we went home by my cousin's car because my parent's car is full..
hahaha..
btw, tommorow i'll go to Berastagi again..with my siblings, cousins and some of my neighbours..
but this time, i'll stay for a night..
must be a explosure of pics when i get back..
:)
btw, finally i can breathe freely..
i pass my final exam!
hehhe..so 'sbs' before i knew the result this evening..
welcome to my life XIis..
my chem score is 76..the highest for science..
i choose social, but my economics score is so oh no.. hahha..
luckily, my sociology is 78 or 76..good enough..
hahaha..
i can see my freedom clearly now..
at least until july 13th i can still be free..
:)
a piece of crap
Thursday, June 25, 2009
i have nothing to write about today..
i don't go anywhere, but home..
just went to the bank and saloon..
and the rest of today i spent at home..
what a boring day..
btw, i'm going to Berastagi tommorow morning..
and because we can't find a hotel room, so we'll be home tommorow night..
hehe..all hotels are fully booked..
damn
Four thumbs up for Transformers 2!
Just back from Binjai21..
watched Transformers 2, the rising of decepticons..
it's awesome! cool..
but i have to complain Binjai21..how come there's wrong schedule?
in the newspaper and 21's web, it said Transformers 2 : 20.15
but at the cinema, it said Transformers 2 : 20.45
it is so oh no..
haha..
P.S : 4 Thumbs up for Transformers!
♥ Shia Labouf and Megan Fox (Sam & Mikaela)
hmm..Mikaela, nice name.. =D
need new brain settings
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
i want to set my mind to a whole new settings..
cause i want to be the new me..
forget all the problems, all the sadness and just remember the happiness..
hahaha..
i can say that i'm a little selfish..because i just want to remember the happy times and forget the bad times..
but what if the bad times sucks and make you sad?
if it's like that, i know everbody will do the same thing like me..
just remember the happy times and forget all the bad times..
btw, people say that our best friends has the biggest opportunity to be our enemy..
i used to deny it, but now i think i have to agree with it
some of my friends ever faced it..
their best friends turn out to be their enemy..
nobody would ever think that it's gonna end like that..
so if you have some best friends, make sure that you can trust them, know them well, and they won't betray you..
and 1 more thing, make sure they trust you too...
if they trust you, they won't do a thing that can harm you, someone they trust..
btw, i just tried LA Betty yoghurt..
nicee..it's non fat too! good for me..i need diet!
for the yoghurt itself i prefer j.cool..
but for the toppings, LA Betty is better..
don't know what to think anymore
Monday, June 22, 2009
i really don't know what to think anymore..
i feels like i just wanna hide in a place no one can found me..
but thanks to 2 of my bestest friend, they always give me some advice on my problem..
hmm..not a big problem, but more to be like my doubt in someone..
so that doubt became a little bit lighter for me..
thanks guys.. =)
appericiate it a lot..
i'm lucky to have you guys as my best friends .. =)
hehehe..
nothing i wanna post here today..
i just wanna say thanks to my best friends..
surpriseee!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
i am wishing an unforgetable 27th birthday for my cousin, silvia tanu..
hehe..
hope you can get what you want this year + hope you get married soon sis!
so i can have another nephew/niece.. =P
oh yeah.. "GOD love you and so do i" hahahah..
i know you know we all know lah who said that words.. hahhaha
yesterday night i have a sleepover at her house in Medan..
but she didn't know we will have a sleepover at her house yesterday..
why? because we (my sist, bro, and i) have already cooperate with her housemate to make a surprise for her..
hehehe..
so the plan was like this,
her housemates and her office friends will take her to Prime Bar, but before that she have to attend her friend wedding first..
so we still have plenty of time..
at 10pm, she picked up by her friends and they went to prime bar..
while we at home waiting for her another friend to take the birthday cake and evrythin..
after we take the cake, we have to buy sterofoam bowl, bamboo chopsticks, and plastic spoon..
so we try to find a minimarket/supermarket that still open at that time..
btw, it's almost 11pm..
and finally, we didn't buy it because we can't find minimarket that sell that kind of things..
(i mean at that time, 11pm)
after that, we decided to go to merdeka walk and sit there while waiting for them to come home..
we predicted they'll be home at 1am..
so at 12 something we already go back home..
and finally, they arrived at home at 2pm, and i almost fell asleep..
hahaha..
and we're stand by in front of the door, so when she open the door she saw us, singing happy birthday, and holding the birthday cake, a white rose, a birthday card, and a big teddy bear..
hahaha,,
all those plan was a huge success..
she didn't realise we were there..
and her first word is, "kok lu lang e khi cepengggg???"
hahahaha..
so funny..
and as usually, i can't sleep again and again..
maybe i sleep at 5am or what..
and already wake up ar 8.30..
yeah..i am so sleepy rite now..
hehe..but i am still so conscious to play games..
hahaha..
how well do you know me quiz
Thursday, June 18, 2009
yaiy! just finished how well do you know me on facebook..
please take it!
especially for Silly Babe.. it's a must take.. =)
hahhaa..
yeh..i just know that..all of my posts below is a big mistake..
i just know the reason, and i feel so embarrased..
sssoooorrryyyy..so sorryyyy..
oke?
dont be mad.. =D
i'm so busy these days..
busy watching dvd, playing the sims 3, and facebook-ing..
so i don't update my blog everyday again..
hehehehe..
hmm..i got nothing to write about..
its late already..
soo..good night =)
feels like wanna give up
Sunday, June 14, 2009
i'm waiting again..waiting in uncertainty..
waiting for someone to online, but i think that someone will not online tonight..
although i have text that someone to online at 8pm tonight..
cause we need to talk..
haiyah..but now is already 10pm..i already wait for 2 hours..
maybe it's time to start over..
start again without that someone..
i think i should be ready, even now i'm still not ready..
btw, my friend send me this message
Before you sleep, learn from mistakes and forget them..
don't take yesterday's problem to the future..start tommorow with new hope, new life, and new you..
yeah..i think i must do it..
MUST MUST AND MUST!!
P.S : mungkin bkn salahmu kalo semuanya jadi gini..mungkin ini kebanyakan salahku.. i'm so sorry..
pusing tujuh keliling
Saturday, June 13, 2009
saya pusing tujuh keliling!
pusing ampe males mikir b.ing
padahal biasanya ga gini..
moodku ga mendukung buat mikir b.ing
males!
tapi cuma 1 hal yg mau gw tulis hari ini,
kalo dia ga mau dicari ama gw ya udah tinggal bilang aja, gampang kan?
ga perlu pake cuekin atau kyk menghindar gitu dr gw.
terserahlah dia maunya apa.
miss & hate!
I MISS AND HATE SOMEONE AT THE SAME TIME!
WTF!
bore
Thursday, June 11, 2009
heyy..you know what?
i think now i'm crazy for Boys Over Flowers
a few months ago, i didn't believe all my friends say about it..
they sayy, "cowonya cakepp.." , "seruuu.."
but i don't believe it..
until yesterday, i watched it myself..watched it until 5a.m..
and i have to admit that it's kinda..kinda okayyy..
hahaha..
but do you know which part i hate the most about Korean movies?
i tell youu.. it's when they eat!
when their mouth is soo full, and they still continue talking..
i don't like it..
i woke up at 1p.m this morning..
no, i mean evening.. =P
and when i woke up, my sister and brother already went to binjai..hving breakfast and left me at home..
oh nooo..
and when they come back, they ask me what time did i sleep last night and say i'm crazy..
gaggaga..
i think a lot last night..thinking about everything happen in my life..
about us especially..
what can happen? lack of communication can make anything happen..
aaannnyyyttthhhiinnnggg..
but i made up my mind..and trying to understand..
i hope this patience can still be here for i don't know how long..
it's weird when i can be this patient.. hahhaa
happy birthday to Mr. Vincent alianto
Saturday, June 6, 2009
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO OUR ONLY ONE PANDA!!
wish you all the besssttt..
kalo kata mrk sih, moga2 tmbh ganteng trus cepat dpt pacar.. hahhaa
just back from Benteng Restaurant, he treated all of us there..
heheh..
and before went to Benteng, we (me, my bro n sis + kekel) went to Palladium's Gramedia..
there are 30% discount for all books there..
greatt chance to buy books as many as you want to..
hahaha..esp for me. i read books like i eat it..
i can finish a novel in just an hour.. 100 pages novel..
hehehe..
and because of that, some of my friends said that it's useless i'm buying novels.. i can just stand there for an hour and finish it..
hahha..
btw, my favourite author is Agnes Jessica..i have all of her novels!
i'm a hugee fan of her!
Drag me to hell
Friday, June 5, 2009
Today i went to sun with my brother, and cousin..
waiting for my sist.. (againn)
we don't know what to do there, so we decided to watched a movie..
we chose to watch "Drag me to hell"
why? cause none of us ever watched it before
my cousin had watched night at the museum 2 twice so it's impossible he want to watched it again..
and my brother had watched Terminator salvation
so finally we watched drag me to hell
that film is so tiring! because i screaming from the beginning till the end of the movie..
hahaha..
two thumbs up for drag me to hell because from all the ghost movie i've ever watched, this is the only one which can make me scream a lot..
huahhaha..
we must wait until 7pm, and the movie end at 6 something..so we went to j.co
cause my brother wanted to wifi there..
at 7pm, my sister picked us up and wwe went to cambridge's j.co
because my sister promised to treat us j.cool, and she said that cambridge's j.co is much better than sun's j.co
so we went there, and wait again for my other cousin to join us..
after my cousin join us, we chatted a while at j.co and then went to dine at angel walk..
hehehe..
we got home at 10..hopefully, my parents didn't get mad at us..
cause they know who we go out with..
i've just thinking of how much i wanted bb..and how much i wanted iPod touch..
and it turns out to be..i want iPod touch more than i want bb..
cause i think it's more useful than bb..
if they say bb can facebook-ing everywhere..so do iPod touch, but of course you need to be at wifi area..
bb and iPod touch are a lot alike..
the difference is only iPod can't sms, and call
just that..
and considering about my love with music,
so i choose to buy iPod touch instead of bb..
i'm gonna ask my dad tommorow..
i wish my dad gonna buy it for me.. XD
btw, things getting better now..
but the fact is now i'm afraid to call you cause i don't want you to think i'm forcing you again..
i know what will happen if you're being force by someone..you'll dissapear, avoid that person and all things that have happened between will be useless..
i don't want it to happen, cause i'm afraid of losing you..
so now i'm trying to be patient and understand you better.. =)
i'm the haters of june
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
i don't know what happend..
we just became like that..
cold,, not the weather..but the feelings..
but now i know the truth,
no hard feelings
nothing
i'm just gonna let it flow..
cause it's true i'm forcing you too much..
why should all things i dont want to happen always happen in june?
and with this comes up, make me hate june more and more..
i really need a vacation
hope mom let me go on vacation this july..
i need it!
btw, i just came back from sushitei..
yum! went there with my sister n cousin..
i have posted something here this evening..i posted it at j.co
but now i'm home, and change that post..
hehehe..
P.S : Welcome home tommorow bro!
F.R.E.E.D.O.M
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
yehhhhhhhh!! today is my last day of exammm..
so happy..finally i can have a nice long holiday..
hahaha..
today my exam is economy n sociology..
i'm not so sure about economy, but sociology i'm about 50,1% sure..
hahaha..
and this evening, we (all X-20, include some friends from other class / school) went to Thamrin21 to watch Angel & Demon..
it's so cooll..
the part i like most is when the bomb erupted at the sky..
the sky became colorful after that..it's dark, but has some red or orange colour in it..
COOL!
after that, the boys went to okta, me and the girls went to Stingers, playing..
hahhaa..
my hands hurt so muchh after that..i played basketball like 6 times..
and everytime i played the score are all above 100..
can you imagine?? 100! divide 2..so i throw like 50 times in each game..
if i played 6 times so it must be like 300 times?
damn..
it's not weird if my hands hurt so much now..
it's long time ago since my last play..maybe 3 months
hahahhaa..
P.S : I'm trying to adapt to this whole new situation..
i hate june!
Monday, June 1, 2009
i hate june..!
i cant tell you why i hate June here..
but i just hate it..
so many things happen in june..
~ so long holiday
i ♥ this so long holiday part..
but there is another part i hate about june..
which i can't tell why..
heheh..
btw, my math exam seems..a lil bit dark i think
it's not that difficult, but my mind is just blank..
argh..why can't i be someone who she can be proud of?
but there's a big ? in my mind, which part of me can someone be proud of?
face? nope..
personality? also nope..
clever? i'm not clever i think..
kindness? i'm not that kind..
lazyness?? i AM lazy..but sometimes i'm not that lazy..
i still don't know..
P.S : Can YOU tell me?