you sell i buy!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
say why i'm not post anything since days ago?
i want to lock them up in my mind. HAHAHAHA
but today i want make something straight..
it's about some biatch who is f*cking annoying..
for the 1st biatch : kamu jual saya beli..i'm just following your game, darling.. :)
payback is no use at all.. so lets play games!
for the 2nd biatch : Don't ever you try to disturb her anymore, or you'll face me..understand?
and for both of you, you are really pain in the ass!
P.S : I'll find a way...
mind confuse
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
if someone ask me, "why do you always online and wait for her to online every night?"
truly, i don't know..
i don't know why..
but i want to know why..
btw, i spend almost all day long playing with Audrey..i love herrr! she is such a cutiee..
hahhahaha..i don't mind taking care of her while she is in Medan.. :))
P.S : Missing u!
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
no mood for writing today.
dont know what happen to me
farewell grandpa
Sunday, September 20, 2009
hi hi hi..
it's been busy days..
i haven't write about this, my grandpa passed away a few days ago..
so i've been busy with all the ceremony stuffs..and don't have time to update this blog.
i just wanna say,
grandpa, i'm there is anything i've done that you dislike, please forgive me..
you don't have to worry for grandma, we'll take a good care of her..
all i can ask from you is your blessing for all of us..
we're in different world now, but you'll always be in my heart and my memory..
farewell grandpa..we love you..takecare there.. :)
think and wait
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
today all my fam from Jakarta back to Medan..to visit my grandpa..
they make me feel happier..cause they are so funny and friendly.. heehe..
besides time pass quickly today cause we always chat and laugh at the time..
for lunch, we went to MR restaurant..and order so a lot of food..
and then we dine at Gleni, cause there are flood and traffic jam everywhere..
my mom told me to order 22 package of KFC!!
imagine ! 22!!
and it's kinda funny, cause the delivery man deliver it to the nurse office..
when i order it, i told them to deliver it to 4th Floor Lobby, not 4th floor nurse office..
hhahahaha,,,
and we eat like, buka puasa bersama! hahahaha.
P.S : I'll wait..
missing this blog again and againnn..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
hi againn...
today i just have the time to online and write again..
cause..hmph..it's been a busy and confusing days at the hospital..
even i don't go to school today and tomorrow maybe..
hehehe..
i don't write too much here..
cause there's nothing i can write about..
it's just i miss writing here..
P.S : ....
aaaarrrggghh
Sunday, September 13, 2009
i am so tiredd!!!just back from Medan @11pm since 11am..haizz..i can teparr if everyday is like this..so going to sleep now..bye2..btw, congratz for your OII babe..i am happy today cause i can talk to you by phone not messenger. hahahaa....missing youu..
P.S : I want BB javee badlyy..but why am i interested in BB tour too??
missing this blog
Saturday, September 12, 2009
hiiiii!!
feels so long since my last post. and i miss writing heree!! :)
kinda busy at the hospital..my grandfather is sick and all of us have to be there to look after him..
and when i'm back home, i already feel so tired so i go straight to sleep..
today i just open all my games at facebook and here's the result :
Fish world : all my fishes are DEAD! and i am in the middle of bankrupcy..
Roller coaster rush : i have to wait for another 23000 visitors to make my score same like my silly
Restaurant City : need another 12000 customers to make it same like silly
Farm Ville : nothing happen. cause i left it empty last time..just hv to catch up some score..
that 4 games are my most played games..i don't play my other game unless i am bored with those four.. hahaha
and now i am downloading new new songs..i am bored with the songs at my ipod..
no new songs since i haven't online for some days..
hahaha..
it's not bad..i got 16 new songs and it's kinda good..
and i am so in love with Michael Buble (falling in love with him again) cause i just downloaded his new singles, Haven't met you yet.. great great song! :D
but still, i still love his "everything" and i think it's the best song of his..
haha..
it is so late already..but my eyes and hands can't stop playing gamess..
i don't care about my sleep time, i have so much time for sleeping tommorow at the hospital.. yaiy!
and hey hey hey..i can't wait for September 14th..
it's the Gossip Girl's new season premiere!!!
i can't waittt..to see Blair and Chuck together...
i am a huge fan of them..they are perfect couple i think..
Bass and Waldorf..bad and evil?
does blair that evil? I don't think so. hahaha..
confused.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
i don't know what i must do..
should i be happy knowing that i'm the heaven not the hell? should i be sad knowing that she is sad? or should i be angry cause i know that she is angry?
it's really confusing me..
but the truth is, a part of me feel happy when i know that i am the heaven..
it's just..
ahh..i don't know how to write my feelings now..
and i can't stop thinking what will happen next..
will our relationship be better or the opposite, worse?
with you knowing that she is my cousin, will you hate me?
even if i hate her, still, we are cousins..
i know you're angry,
and with you feeling like that, you make me worry, cause you're not returning any of my messages..
but i let you think for a while..a few days maybe..
just let me know when you feel better..
just so you know, i choose YOU not her!
good nite peeps..
c ya tommorow..
hope tommorow will be better than today..
how can I sleep well tonight..?
feels like my life is stuck today
Saturday, September 5, 2009
I spent almost all day long at home..
just go out for half hours to buy mommy's meds..
then back home again..
it feels like my life is stuck here, at my house..
and my activity today is just online eat online sleep online sleep..
hahahha..like a pig eh..
damn..i can't stop worrying about babe..
i can't contact her.. hikz..
i don't where is she (must be somewhere in BTM) , what she eat, where she stay.. bla3
i can't wait for you to back to sg so i can contact you again..
i know you're on your weekend holiday trip, but what can i do? that is how i feel..
it sounds like i am an egoist person.
and i know i am wrong for feeling like that.. sorry.. :(
but just forget about that..
i can't wait for you back here, Medan any further!
i miss waiting for you to fetch me up, i miss our late-lunch, i miss my confuseness to look for you, i miss skipping tuition just to meet you (LOL), and i know how much you miss my school (which is used to be your school too)..
so if there's a chance, i promise you..i'll take you back to school..
let you remember all those memory when you were there..
=)
found this quotes at Bumper Sticker (fb) and i like it very much
i may not get to see you as often as i like
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night
but deep in my heart, i truly know, you're the one that i love, and i can't let you go
and Jessica Kasayu sent me this quotes (also from Bumper Sticker)
never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about
of course i won't give up..i won't give up if i already care too much about them..
i won't give up..
like i don't give up on you babe..even you ever suggested me to go back to her..
but thanks to my stubbornness, i didn't do it and still stick to you! LOL :)
P.S : You're the reason i smile at the computer screen.. :)
(and again, from Bumper Sticker)
i feel h a p p y everytime i remember you ^^
Friday, September 4, 2009
heyyyy..lets talk about what i do today..
hmmm..lets see..
what i do today...
nothing special today, same like always. school, ielts conversation class..
but today i got my indonesia language remedial.. damn difficult eh!!
if i know it would've been that difficult, i wouldn't have followed it!!
hahahahah....
anw, my mood is just so great tonight..
=D
plus, i'm hearing a great great song that just make it perfect!
why it's perfect? can not tell. secretttt.. ssstttt.. hehehehe
but i hope you know it girl...even though at first my mood is no good at all.. haahahaa
have fun tommorow okheii??
don't be too tired..remember to always drink a lot of water & EAT!
I don't want to hear the word 'soup' while you're having this weekend trip..rice or mee is better. LOL
P.S : The voice, the smile, the laugh, the face that make my day absolutely perfect..is you..
OMG!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
I just found one song on SL's blog..
the title is Till the end..sang by David Tan.
OMG! It is such an amazing songgggg...i've fallen in love with that song right when i first hear itt..
oh damn damn damn! now i can't get rid of that song in my mind..
huaaaaaa...
that song is worth my effort to try searching for it everywhere until then found it at www.4shared.com
hahahahah
btw, my stomach is so weird..
everytime i eat, i will always throw big water..
if i eat 3 times, i will throw big water 3 times also..
even if i'm not eating i can also throw big water!
argghh
Pencernaan yg terlalu lancar sangat tidak mengenakkan!
mungkin ini gr2 Hi-lo? mulai balik minum Hi-lo kok jadi bgini yehh??
jadi malas makan, jadi gampang throw big water juga..
bagus ga seh sebenarnya? tapi kalo berhenti minum itu, langsung deh..berat badan naekk!!
**pusing**
P.S : I miss my silly girlllll !!
Sabtu minggu
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
it is so weirddddd..
how come there is 1 song that a lot like me, in this situation..
the title is "Sabtu Minggu" sang by Sandy
why do i say its like me?
cause i only can chat with babe sabtu minggu.. (kadang")
hahahahahahahaha..
it's an old song, but my friend just sang it 3 days ago..and it make me think about that song again and agaiinnnn... then i remember to download it tonight
hahahahahah..
now i am so Sabtu Minggu Kutunggu Kamu..but i think must next week's sabtu minggu, not this week.. hiks..
i can be crazy anytime now..my homework is going to blow up!
high as a mountain! (lebay mode on)
and i haven't done any of it! i'm too confused and lazy to do it..
huahahaha...
P.S : Sabtu Minggu Kutunggu Kamu!
suddenly
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
heyy..this is the first time i use my computer again..
suddenly it's ok..nothing wrong
what a stupid computer!
i'm going to sell this stupid thing as soon as i get the permission.
even if it's not broken, i am still going to sell this thing.
1 word for now!
MOSQUITOS!
how come there are so many mosquitos in my house??
weird you know, the mosquitos are just around the computer room..
the living room and bedrooms haven't got any mosquitos at all..
so weirdd..
i can't help it to stay in the computer room for too long..
btw, do you guys know any new songs ? i am so bored with my songs..hear it again and again until bored. hahahaha....
if you do know, leave the title and the singer in my cbox..okkk??
I am feeling a little bit unwell..
i don't have any mood to eat..since this morning breakfast, i feel so full.. i just eat nasi lemak as usually..
but i keep on eating at lunch just in case i'm hungry..
but when dinner, i just eat like 3 spoon of fried rice and i feel like wanna throw up..
P.S : I miss my gurl..i miss her even more when i'm feeling like this..
