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tireddd..soo tiredd
Thursday, July 30, 2009

now i feel so tired..
i have too much activity, i think..
go early in the morning, and back home at night
how am i supposed to live like that?
need a lot of energy, and a healthy body to do that..
hahaha..
oh yeah, also need someone who can always be there to hear our stories. LOL
just kidding.
but yeah, sometimes you do need someone to hear your stories..
why? because you too busy. that's why..

but..i choose social because i don't want to be busy..why am i so busy now??
damn..
is it because of the exam?? exam is coming soon btw..
August 10.. another 11 days from today..
hoahhh..
felt like i just back to school and now exam is coming.. =S

P.S : Missing & Loving You..
it's complicated™
Wednesday, July 29, 2009

love life really is complicateddd..!
say, i already saw some people sad because of love..and i also already saw some of them happy because of love..
so love bring us happiness or sadness?? **BIG ????**
hahahhaha..

i don't have a boyfriend..but i do have best friends..
and i also have someone close to me..
i don't know we're like sisters or bestfriend..so i rather write someone close..
LOL

P.S : no p.s for today. LOL. hahahhaa
distance
Tuesday, July 28, 2009

i just know that,
distance..
won't be a problem if trusts is still there..
won't be a problem if communication is still smooth..
there were times when i think distance is a big problem..
but now i know, that distance won't be a problem if trusts, and communication is still there..
but heyy..let's stop that distance topic and start a new one..

i'm so happy after reading your message this morning..
not just this morning message, all your message can make me happy..
don't care what is the message, important or not..it still make me happy.. :)

these days, the weather is so weird..
it's hot at day, but at noon, it's raining..
damn weird..
what happen to this world?
is this the effect of the glob warm??
go green guyss! start it noww..or the weather gonna be weirder than now..

at Binjai, the electricity is often went off..sometimes for 6 hours..
well, it started a few days ago..after a pretty heavy rain..
it's almost like rainstorm i think..the thunder is so scary..
and they say the electricity trafo got burned, so the electricity went off..
but why until now the electricity is like that? shouldn't the trafo has already been fixed?
many people already pissed because of it..
but luckily, i spend my time mostly at school, where electricity is not a problem..
hahaha.. LOL


P.S : Love me more.. XD hahahahaha
back to the blogging worldd!
Monday, July 27, 2009

hi thereeee...miss me nott??
haven't update this blog for a while..
ehehehe..kinda busy..
lol. actually yesterday i just got back from my very short trip to Jakarta..
my niece, Audrey's 1st birthday..what a partyy..
she's so cute btw..but i can't come near herr..cause i still sneeze n coughing.. =(

so, i flew to jakarta at friday nite..at about 7.10..
and arrive there at 9 something..
after there, we went to Pluit for dinner..i don't know what place is it..
and back to my cousin's home @ciledug..
that day, we slept at 4a.m..they woke up @6a.m, but i woke up at 8..
hahaha..
the next day, we went to Mangga 2, shoppingggg!!!!
i bought quite a lot of things..bags, n clothes..
lalala..
and the next destination isss : TA!
lolzz..we separated into 3 groups lehh..and i don't have any groupp..
so i walk around alonee..
hehehe.. i enjoy shopping alone.. :)
oh yesss,, we have dinner @Ajisen Ramen..yummy!
we were there until 10 sumthing..then headed home..
we planed to go to Bun Ong, but ga jadii!!
grrrr..
and the next day again, it's 26th..Audrey's birthday party..
so we go get ready and headed to puri at 12..to the saloon, Jose Alexandre
and at 3pm, we were already at Puri's Bakmi GM..waiting for the guests..
eehehehe..
actually , i was waiting for one of my cousin..Phei2 cie2..
she was lateeeee..acaranya uda abis dia baru datangg..
yahhh..so late..
butt it's ok lah..at least i met her.. =D


and at 9pm, i already on the flight back to medan..
it's raining, and the weather is so not nice..so the plane is kinda bumpy..
well i can say it's a terrible flight..
i am so Sim bo song arr..

and todayy..i don't go to school..
mom told me to.. hahhaha..
haihh..i am so tired writing this blog today..
c ya tommorow pals!

P.S : AKU KANGEN BANGET SM KAMUUUU, BABE!
no mood.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009

i don't know whether i'm pissed off or i'm happy or sad..
it's just i'm not in the mood. i don't know why.

actually, i have a lot of homework..
esp after some of my note book and my seatmate's accidentally got switched.. (he doesn't come to school today)
and unfortunately, there's a lot to write..
so, it's his note book that is perfect..and mine which is not perfectt..
damnn..i have to write all of it again..
arghh!!

it's so boring today.
because she can't talk to me, busy..
no one to talk to..make my quite sleepy
and make me spend my break time (which is almost 20 minutes) sleepin'..
then wake up when the teacher come to class..
boring boring boring..

P.S : can't wait for july 24th..!
cinta fitri season ramadhan
Monday, July 20, 2009

Cinta fitri fever again!
it start today at 8p.m
maybe now it already start..
so i'm gonna offline so early and watch it..
ehehehe..

today i hang out with my besties, sasa n merry..and cs too..
we went to Methodist's bazaar and to bsm..
did a lot of talk and gossip. hehehe..

well, i am a BAD GIRL..
all my cousins is infected by the virus good girl good boy,,
so me n my brother use bad girl and bad boy..
a little different..new trend..
but, the word good girl and good boy, the first one to use it is me and my brother..
so it's like we're the trendsetter.. LOL =D

P.S : you've been busy these days..but it's ok..cause it's your job that make you so busy
the take over
Sunday, July 19, 2009

the take over..of my computer..
by that asshole!
i didn't have a chance to online since yesterday..
just now, i can have my chance..
i wanna use my computer and i still need to Q for it?
wtf?! it's me, my sist, and my bro computer..not yours!
so can you pay some respect by not using the computer for the whole day?
if you wanna use it a whole day, bring your own computer and get your own internet connection!
an asshole will always be an asshole.

btw, my brother found a song..
the title "Good Girl Go Bad" by Cobra Starship and LEIGHTON MEESTER
OMG..she's so gorgeous at the video clip..
no..she is always gorgeous, when she plays as Blair at GG, alwayss..
and one more, Blair & Chuck = Perfect. LOL (i'm a huge fan of them)

if you wanna watch it, copy and paste this link to your address bar : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpOdAfs8jr0&feature=related

and i just downloaded The Jonas Brothers album - Lines, Vines, And Trying Times..
they say it's a great album..but i haven't listen to all of the songs yet..
but from the first song of that album, i can say that it's good..
hard to find the right download site.. so i make it easy for you guys..
To download, copy & paste this link to your adress bar :
http://hotfile.com/dl/6461520/2823ab5/Jonas_Brothers-Lines_Vines_Trying_Times-2009-ONe.rar.html


P.S : argh..why is it so hard to chat with her every weekends??
Dari Hati (copied from Kelvin Aliyanto)
Friday, July 17, 2009

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 5 friends...
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
right here right now - agnes carlsson

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
coz i love you - agnes monica

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jangan Bilang siapa-siapa - aura kasih

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
dear god - avenged sevenfold

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
i miss you - avril lavinge (wth! life purpose and my answr is i miss you??)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
haru haru - big bang

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Boom Boom Pow!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Lala song - Bob sinclair

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Circus - Britney Spears

WHAT IS 2+2?
Bukan cinta biasa - afgan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
You Can - David Archuleta

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I just can't live a lie - Carrie Underwood (yeah right!)

DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I told you so - Carrie Underwood

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just a dream - carrie underwood

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Cinta denganmu - CAS

WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Everytime we touch - cascada (slow)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
No surprise - daughtry

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lemonade - chris rice

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hurt - christina aguilera

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Keeps getting better - christina aguilera

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cinta jangan kau pergi - vidi aldiano

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Dari Hati - Club Eighties

weird quizz!


today is Friday..
meansss..my holiday is getting closerr..
and at last, today i wake up on time! finally!!
it's been 3 day i always woke up latee..
even my dad said that if i still can't wake up on time, he will wake me up everyday!
oh no..
but thankfully, i wake up on time today.. hehehehe..

P.S : There's one thing that still and always be the same..that there's YOU in my heart..
You're the one i care and i love..
counting the day
Thursday, July 16, 2009

hmm..not exactly counting, my sister is the one who always counting the day to our holiday..
even though just 3 days for me and almost a week for her..it's still holidayy..
hahaha
i just know how many more days before it, cause she always tell me..
8 more days, 7 more days.. bla3
lol
and tommorow will be exactly a week before our holiday..
i'm so looking forward to it..
i really wish i can go to singapore too! miss that country..
hahaha..

my life in 2soc7 is kinda great..funny new friends..
esp willy, he is damn funny!
and a lot of work to do..double!


and then there's this feeling i have..
a happy feeling..i just happy to know that she forget them..
they're really should be forget..not to remember..
cause they just make her gain more heartache and sadness..
and i don't want it to happen again! never!


P.S : maybe i know why you don't forget me..
maybe it's because deep inside your heart, you know i'm not an enemy, but i'm someone who really care and love you..
but how about you? am i someone who you really love and care?
freakin' day
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

why do i say today is a freakin' day?
because i wake up late again today, i forget to bring my ielts fotocopy paper, and i forget to bring my sandals..
damn..
it's weird you know
wearing a t-shirt and shorts with converse shoes..
who created that style?!?!?!
but what can i do?
there's no one in the office wear sandals in my size

btw, on my ielts lesson today, i get a new teacher, his name is Mr.Frank
great teacher..i like him
he teach me a lot of vocab today, altough he just start teaching me today..
hopefully, i'll see him next wednesday.. c:)
looking forward for that class.. LOL
when i care about someone, i always worry about them
Tuesday, July 14, 2009

honestly i have nothing to write today
i don't know what i feel, what to think, what i want, and what do i expect
i just..WORRY..that's all
back to school part 2 ^^
Monday, July 13, 2009

first day of school..and it's fun!
i mean my new friends are fun, but not with the lesson..it super SUCKS!
the teachers are kinda boring..esp my geography teacher
first time he enter and he already give us a lot to write.. damn!
but i don't write anything though..
and i have a friendly seatmate..he is my friend from elementary n junior high..
lucky me for having a seatmate that i already know for yearss!


Back to school part 1
Sunday, July 12, 2009

sorry i didn't update my blog last night..
last night i went to mcD tasbi for supper..and back at 12
and when i got back i already so sleepy because of the meds effect..
so i didn't update my blog. hehehe.. :D

school start tommorow..
argh..i can't wake up that early..
imagine, i used to wake up at 2 pm at holiday and tommorow i have to wake up at 5am?
omg..
when holiday, sometimes i sleep at 5am..
so it must be hard to change my sleeping habit.
let's just hope i can wake up on time tommoroww..
GANBATTE! (i'm not sure what is the meaning of ganbatte btw. is it spirit? lol)

i just took a quiz on facebook, "what is your romantic name?"
and my result is Babushka
what is that??
all i know is babe, beip, honey, sayang, sweetheart, dear, love and bla3
Babushka, kinda unique huh?

P.S : Taking some time to open my mind and think. to a whole new world i'll go, to a whole new life i'll have.
mad
Saturday, July 11, 2009

i am so mad tonight
why? because my only one mp4 player, broke down..
i don't know what happen to it..
but then i remember that my brother's already gave me his mp4..
and it turned out to be..his mp4 is also broke down..
WTF?!@#$%^&*
for they who really know me, i am so in love with music..
so can you imagine what will i be if i not listening to music?
just 1 answer, 2 words
BAD MOOD
so i really need something that can play music,
my 6500 ought to do it, but it'll be battery low everyday..
so i really need an iPod!
argh..daddd..buy me the damn iPod pleaseee..

my cough is getting worse day by day..the opposite with the flu, which is getting better..
anddd..i got transferred from 2social8 to 2social7..
ARGH! why why why?
but overall i think i'll still be in the same class with my X-20 friends..
hehehe

and i'm feeling so alone right now..
cause i'm waiting for 'someone' who even i don't know how is she now
no messages..nothin!
i just really miss her..it's been dayss since i her last message reply..
am i wrong for having that feeling?
cause even if i'm wrong, it's not easy for me to just let go that feeling

P.S : This wait making me feels so empty..so what i've been waiting for is better make me happy..
cough & sneeze
Thursday, July 9, 2009

coughing and sneezing is my 'favourite' activity these 3 days..
'favourite' = hate,
if it's favourite, without ' then it mean like or love
lol

today i'm having my first conversation class in my ielts lesson..
so many people..there's also a bussiness woman, i think her age is about 37..
imagine, bussiness woman among teenage..
kinda weird isn't it?
today's class..it's not too exciting..cause there are many students late to get in the class..
so Ms.Sheila have to repeat and repeat again what she said..
tommorow i'll also have my conversation class..
hope tommorow's lesson gonna be more exciting than today..

P.S : Still miss her..
election electionn
Wednesday, July 8, 2009

july 8th, 2009..
the day of Indonesia's president election..
who do you choose?
is it Mega-Prabowo? SBY-Boediono? or JK-Wiranto?
hahaha..but whoever you choose..the president is already elected..it's SBY-Boediono..
they received like majority of the vote..more than 50%
so that already make them the president and vice president..
hehehe..

i don't wanna talk about politics today..
i changed my blog skins..see?
it's plaid or we may also call it tartan..i love plaiddd!
i have a lot of tartan and stripes shirts..
hahaha..i only interested in that 2 type of shirts and shorts..
tartan, stripes, tartan, stripes.. hahaha.. lol

today i'm blogging earlier..
i have to make my sleep back on track again..
when it comes to holiday, day seems like night and night seems like day for me
school gonna start soon..so i need to make my sleep back on track again..
if not, i'm sure i'll gonna be late everyday! :)

and i'm still coughing and sneezing..but it's much better than yesterday..
my throat is so itchy..and it made me can't sleep well last night..
the worst one is at 7am in the morning, i can't stand it anymore..
so i try to find some meds..and found it at the kitchen..
directly take the meds..and back to sleep
luckily, i can sleep until 10am.. fiuhh!

i really miss my girl today..
i didn't see her msn online..and facebook too..
ahh..why do i always miss her?
can someone tell me why i always miss her?

P.S : if anyone see my girl, tell her i miss her
huffffff

today i wanna post a korean music lyric but in english version
the lyric is kinda sad..but still beautiful..and i love it so much!

Do you know (Ost Boys Before Flowers)
Why did you take my heart without my permission..?
i'm living with so much difficulty..
but you don't even know
i know..that it's not me...
that i'm not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
but sometimes can't you share your smile with me..?
even if it's not love
please turn back just once sometime..
if i wait endlessly like this today..
again it's the one word in my heart that i can't keep inside..
i love you

yesterday, i laid my head on my desk..
and i think i fell asleep grieving for you.
when i opened my eyes...
the tears had smudged..
your name and hopeless doodles..

please turn back just once sometime..
if i wit endlessly like this today...
again it's one word in my heart that i can't keep inside...
i love you

as i look at your back image..
which i got so used to.
i say those silent tear-like words...
i love you



btw, i also put this song in my music player here, in my blog..
it's track number 2..i recommend it, guyss!

i'm sneezing almost all the time today..and my throat is hurtt..
hate it..i hate when it all those viruses got me..
i hate being sickk..
i wish you're here when i'm sick.. :(
miss you silly girl..
the reply
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

why do you hope i just see you as you? it's true.
i'm not lying and i would've never lie for something like this
i just don't know..it's confusing and i don't know what to do..

i know you're not like 'her'..you different
but if its really what you wanted then it's what you gonna get.
you wanted time and you get your time
sorry cause i don't reply your message..
i just don't know what to do with it, what to think and what to write
but here i feel free (this is my blog of course i feel free here) so i reply it here, sorry.
i hope you read this tommorow if you still read my blog.
but..since when do you read my blog?
it's a few months ago until your last visit to my blog..and then suddenly after i posted it, you read my blog..


yeahh..today (july 6, not 7) i took my ielts try out..
i'm so curious about the result..cause i can't finish 1 of my writing test..
hope the other 1 get good marks so it'll help the other 1.. >.<
and i also start my ielts lesson today..got a teacher who name is Ms.Shela (bule a!)
quite exciting..it's all english and i like it!
but as usual, i get sleepy easily when i'm studying..
hmmffff..
the truth a little revealed?
Monday, July 6, 2009

the truth finally revealed..but just a little bit.. -.-"
but then, a little is better than nothing, right? lol
i just keep thinking, why on earth made her still think like that?
that i'm still connected to someone who name i don't wanna mention
yes, people say blood is stronger than water
but i have to tell that, there are absolutely NOTHING other than family relationship
family relationship..just that

family realtionship can't be break you know..
it's like our blood, you stop your blood and bye2 you're dead!
we can't live without blood, and so do family..we can't live without family
in sociology, family is the first agent where we learn how to socialize..so without family, HOW CAN WE SOCIALIZE?

but it's not sociology and family i wanna write about
i wanna write about..hmm..i cant tell the name
i never see you as someone's ex gf..never..
if i see you like that, i won't care about you as much as i am right now..am i?
i only regard you as..you. no plus or minus
if it really all things connected to 'her' makes you feel sick, then it means i also make you feel that way
cause i still family related to 'her' and it cant be change
but please..
can you just forget 'her' and just see me?
and not thinking about i'm family related to her..
please..
i want an answer tommorow. hope you'll read this.
mood
Sunday, July 5, 2009

not in the mood tonight..
all of this is so frustating.
i can't stand it. wish i could run away and gone.
ice age 3
Saturday, July 4, 2009

craving to watch ice age 3, but 3D one..not the usual one..
but unluckily, none of cinemas in Medan play the 3D one..
hmmph..
and Binjai21 also don't play this.. argh..
gonna watch it at sun21..the usual one i mean..


and also i like this song now..i've downloaded it for a while now..
just suddenly i like it today..
Akon - Keep You Much Longer
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

The Tables have Turned
And I’ve Finally Learned
That this is Makin Up for Every Day I was Gone
And that’s Why I’m Concerned
But Now it’s Confirmed
That You Spread Your Wings and Learned to Fly All Alone

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
I Wanna Be With You

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

You’re Always On My Mind
While I’m Racin
While I’m Paper Chasin
You Were There when I said One Day I’d Get Up Out that basement
Playin as My Agent
For You, There’s No Replacement
You Will Always Be My Girl
and You can Hold Me on that Statement

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
Wanna Be With You

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

Baby I Know You
And How We Do
Doin Exactly What I Taught You
Gotta Get that Money First before You Come Spend that Precious Time with Your Boo
And I know I gotta just Take It
Even though it’s Drivin Me Crazy
Always Wanted to See My Girl Make It
Ooh-Yeah

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

(Wish I Could Keep You So Much Longer)

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You


maybe because this song fit me in this situation..
I wanna keep someone much much longer, but i know i can't..
i'm just hoping this time, it'll last longer..but i don't know larh..
if it can't last longer, then i'm gonna be so sad cause it'll end one day..
but if it can last longer, i'm so happy to know it.. :)
wish i know it can or can't last longer..
happy birthday dad..
Thursday, July 2, 2009

Happy birthday dad..
hope you always healthy, panjang umurr, ga gitu cepat marah lg..
hahahaha..
oh yea, 1 more..hope our supermarket is in great condition alwayss!

but hey, i remember it!
today is exactly the date i went back from Bali 3 years ago..
hahaha..
how can i remember it again?
because what i remember is, i called my dad at Bali, when we wanted to check out from the hotel..and went to the airport..
hahahaha..
what a memory..
lalalala
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

i'm so in the mood for writing todayy!!
hahaha..
but i have nothing to write, as usually..
i just in the mood to write. hahaha..

btw, i gonna go to school tommorow..to buy my books..
so lazzyy..
haiz..


dont judge book from its cover

when two women are friends, many people think they lesbian.
hug each other and kiss look strange, & make negative thinking from other
I love you and always respect every feeling that u gave to me.
hope you feel that too..
this for women who have a true friend..
p.s: Love each other and don't let its go away
(copied from Jessica Kasayu)

i love those words she write..
she really know that feeling..
all those people who never feel it will think like that, if two women are friends and they're soo close and they hug or kiss or have a lovely nickname for each of them..
many people will think they lesbian..
but the truth is not all of them is a L!
they still do like man..
but they just love their friend so much..

remember the words Don't judge book from its cover?
we have to put this that way too..
we should never judge people a gay or a L just because they hug or kiss or whatever it is..
we should never judge people..before knowing the truth..
even 'if' we know the truth, its their rights and we have nothing to do about it..
cause all of us have the same rights..