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confused.
Sunday, September 6, 2009

i don't know what i must do..
should i be happy knowing that i'm the heaven not the hell? should i be sad knowing that she is sad? or should i be angry cause i know that she is angry?
it's really confusing me..
but the truth is, a part of me feel happy when i know that i am the heaven..
it's just..
ahh..i don't know how to write my feelings now..
and i can't stop thinking what will happen next..
will our relationship be better or the opposite, worse?
with you knowing that she is my cousin, will you hate me?
even if i hate her, still, we are cousins..

i know you're angry,
and with you feeling like that, you make me worry, cause you're not returning any of my messages..
but i let you think for a while..a few days maybe..
just let me know when you feel better..

just so you know, i choose YOU not her!

good nite peeps..
c ya tommorow..
hope tommorow will be better than today..
how can I sleep well tonight..?