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not yet,,,
Monday, February 22, 2010

it seem too absurd
one day you were always be there for me. supporting, be a good listener, care about me
And i do the same for you
Listening to your story about today. what you do, what you eat, all the funny, annoying moments at your office

But today we're like 2 strangers.
We're close for almost 2 years now. But these few months you already like strangers for me..
you act weird. you didn't even reply my sms or msn.

I still always be there for you. But you act like you don't even know me.
Even for this CNY, you're here, at Medan for more than a week. But you don't even have the time to meet me even once.
I don't know you really don't have the time or you don't want to see me.
But for sure, all that make me realise that, It's the end of us.

Now you're turning just like her. I feel like you been using me this whole time.
you always said that you're not her..but now, you're HER.
It is true what people say, " The one who hurt you the most is the one who swore they never would."
That's you.
But i just can't say goodbye just yet. Even though you really make me suffer a real heartache.
I just can't. Not yet..
happy birthday blog!
Monday, February 15, 2010

Happy birthday blog!
I know i am late, but at least i remember when i made this blog right? LOL
I made this blog on valentine day last year..
I really don't know what to write besides happy birthday..
so.. I'm SIGNING OUT
Thursday, February 4, 2010

it's been a new record for me..
haven't talk to ___ for a week and 4 days..
actually i called on msn the other day, but then i didn't get any replies..
so i made up my mind, keep telling myself the same words everyday
P A T I E N T is the key to everything.
so i have to be patient
and also keep telling myself this words, let faith decide.
If faith had decide that we must end like this, then so be it.
I can't bear it..can't argue with something like faith.
I just hope that 'someday' it all change to the way it used to be.
Warm, caring, and we shared everything, understand each other.
now our mind sort of getting DISconnected i think.

Just so you know, i kinda feel you push me away..
is that true or is that just my heart talking nonsense?
I hope it was my heart talking nonsense.
you know, i just hope for your happiness.
and i know you're very very happy right now.
i'm happy too, happy cause you happy.