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Day Breakers
Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hello there
just checking in
feels so alone now. mom and dad isn't home now
They're on their holiday..
too bad i can't join them because of my exam.
Sucks

By the way, yesterday i went to the movies with my bff.
That was the first time we watched a movie together since we're on our 3rd year
We watched "Day Breakers"
Great movie. worth to watch.
even tho the ending is not as good as i imagine
but still..worth to watch

So the story is about a city which is full of vampires
and they're out of human blood because the human there are already dead
So this man, also a vampire named Edward, who refuses to drink human blood
He live with animal blood, he pity the human.
Edward is also a blood doctor. The company he works is a company which "farm" human blood for the national consumtion.
And now he is working on a project to find the subtitute of human blood
One day, he accidentally had a car accident with a girl, which is human.
I forgot who her name, but one night she look for edward and said that there's a cure, no need for blood substitute.
And after that, edward meet a vampire who can walks under the sun. He tell edward how he became like that. Then edward do the process on himself, which is a success.
Now all he needs to do is change the other vampire.
And that's the exciting part. won't tell it here :)



I know my last post is about how dissapointed i am because one of my bff chose her boyfriend over me
But now i'm over it. Even now i'm trying to stop hating her boyfriend so much
Cause like it or not, he is her boyfriend. and as a good friend, i have to like him.
But i am also being careful .
If he broke her heart, i won't stay put.

I learned that i have to stop hating people that much. Cause i also don't like people to hate me.
But if there's someone who try to look for troubles with me, i won't stay put
Want a fight? So be it.

GAAAHHH
Done about hating people.
So today is halloween
While everyone is out for halloween party, i only spend it with watching movies all day
guess i am not a party type.
But i would love to go to a club with my bff..it will be so fun if i go with them.
Everything i do with them, worth to be remember.

I love them
I can't imagine not going to the same university with them
Hope we will go to the same university, same class,
so that we can go there together, go home together
And of course by that time, i will be the one who's driving. It's my turn already
Now it's still Kathy's turn cause i still don't have my license.

Signing out
changing by the time
Sunday, October 24, 2010

Let me tell you something
I was dissapointed. very dissapointed
about a few weeks ago i found out that my bestfriend promise his boyfriend that she will not be that close to me anymore
she broke my heart instantly. my hands shaking so badly until i have to hold onto it.
i am very dissapointed
but because i was at her house that time, i can't run away like those scene in the movies
but really..i do want it to be like in the movies
because i want her to know that i know what she promise

i feel like she close to me just to take benefit for me
like teach her when exam (copy my exam answ) and else

that time, i don't know how to act anymore
i just keep distance, less talk, and less smile of course
i can't smile anymore that day

but like a week after that, i told her that i know...
i told her that i know she and her boyfriend are talking about me in their messages
and clearly i know that her boyfriend doesn't like me
ACTUALLY i don't like her boyfriend too. so it's perfect and i don't mind
that day..she told me honestly that her boyfriend doesn't like me
and i feel glad..to be honest
because finally she say something honest to me..but not that honest
because she didn't tell me what she promise him.
i am still waiting to the time when she will tell me the truth..but i still don't know what will i do if it happens.


But luckily, after we're being honest with each other, we never brought that topic up.
It's just like the usual us. But the difference is..i used to spend time almost everyday with her, but now i am not
we just go out like 2 or 3 times this week.. it was just because we got tuition together .
and the others, just go eat and then i go home. not more
i never bbm her..she bbm me, and i reply. she don't bbm me, i don't bbm too..
i just think that she bbm me for formality..

I don't know what happen to us..i really miss the old time!